The heavy steel door clanged shut behind me, and I stood there, trembling, knowing what I faced, holding my stack of two towels, a change of clothes, a tooth brush and tube of toothpaste, and, both inexplicably and ominously, a small stack of condoms in front of me as if they'd shield me. I knew, however, that they wouldn't.
The light was dim at first, although I knew my eyes would soon adjust to it. And when they did I wouldn't be able to go out into the courtyard from my few minutes of blessed sunshine without squinting my watering eyes.
I could sense him—and smell him—the smell of Dentyne that would soon become so familiar to me even before I could see him, hulking there beside the metal bunk beds.
Then it started.
He reached out and grabbed my drab-gray shirt by the lapels and, my stack of precious possessions dashing to the floor, pulled me to him, so that, for a brief moment we were face to face and I could clearly see his cruel smile. And then he turned me and literally threw me into the bottom bunk, causing it to screech in shock and disapproval and for my head to hit the solid concrete-block wall.
Dazed by the blow to the head, I heard him mutter, "Just what the doctor ordered," and I whimpered in fear and frustration as he struggled with my zipper and stripped my trousers off my legs. Then I was screaming and grunting and groaning while he was beating at me with a leather scourge in one hand and stuffing his hard cock into my channel with the other. I spread and lifted my legs, digging the pads of my feet in the metal framing overhead and my fists in the springs below the top bunk as Mir Rhutani, Iranian terrorist mastermind, gave me the first taste of what life in his prison cell was going to be like for weeks to come.
"Scream as loud as you want, Pretty Boy," he growled. "They get paid well to look the other way. You are bought and paid for."
And to think that I had half way volunteered for this.
* * * *
Two weeks before I had been working on personal contact files, reports on meetings with in-place agents and possible intelligence targets, in the embassy in Cairo, when the chief of station had called me into his office. He wasn't alone. Two other men were there, one in a suit and one in a military uniform, dripping with shiny metal and ribbons. All three scrutinized me closely as I walked into the room.
"Yes, yes, just what the doctor ordered," said the military uniform.
"Well, if he's willing, of course," said the suit, looking and sounding a little dubious.
"Come on in, Philip. This is Philip Menlow, gentleman, newly arrived from the States. Part of the special services unit, so that part is certainly covered. When you sent out your message looking for a very particular volunteer, he came immediately to mind. A very capable young man."
All three men were looking at me intently, as if it was my turn to talk.
"You are ready for your first special services assignment, aren't you, Philip?" the chief of station broke the silence and asked.
Only a couple of days later I was on an airplane for Frankfurt, from there to be driven—at night—to a very special location near Heidelberg, where an intelligence service that was particularly close to my own was holding some very special guests of ours.
One guest, in particular, was extra, extra special, and time was of the essence in dealing with him. That's where I now came into the picture.
Mir Rhutani was a senior member of an international terrorist organization—or, at least, had been before we had nabbed him and salted him away in a German prison compound. He himself was Iranian, but the group he worked with was so contrary that it recognized no organized government at all. Its only purpose in life was to wreak terror and chaos on organized society. And Rhutani had been picked up in the latter stages of putting one of his signature big-body-count terrorist events into operation. The head had been cut off and was being held in secret—but not secret enough, as somehow influence from the outside had extended into his special prison enough for the guards to give him deference and to supply him with many of his wants. One of his wants was for fresh, young, boyish, Jewish-looking man flesh.
I wasn't Jewish, but I looked close enough to his ideal to pass muster.
Rhutani would be dead now—he was that much a thorn in many governments' sides—except that he had something everyone wanted: the particulars of the special event he had been planning and the names and locations of the operatives he had in place. There had been one flaw in their plan. Rhutani had been insistent that it not be launched, no matter what, until he gave the order.