*Disclaimer: The following is based on true events. Names, locations, etc have been updated for anonymity and privacy. Some details have been embellished to make a more compelling story and to reflect my personal preferences.
Hi, I'm Rob. Welcome to another chapter of a series I like to think of as journal entries, or confessions, based on my prior life as a total slut. None of these are intended to be read in any sort of numerical order.
I'll start with a brief description of myself to help in your visualizations. At the time of this story I was 24. I have dark brown hair, green eyes hidden behind glasses, gauged ears -- though not too large, and probably about a dozen tattoos scattered about my person including two half sleeves. I'm 5'9", about 150lbs, slim from biking and inner-city walking. I have a decent amount of body hair - somewhere between a twink and an otter. I'm a gaymer and fairly nerdy, yet athletic.
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I remember Mark so clearly, probably because he seemed so elusive to me. He was ten years older than me, stunningly attractive, well kept strawberry blonde hair, athetic, 6'2", ridiculously intelligent, and a hung, dom top. He was a librarian, believe it or not. A gorgeous, hunky, kinky librarian. A librarian who was only into twinks, or so it seemed.
I'm by no means a hairy man. I have a good dusting of leg hair and my chest has a similar furriness. I was proud of my body hair. It helped me to feel masculine. I'm also by no means a twink, either. I was slim, never had abs, though. I was happy with my body. Maybe Mark would take a chance on me. I just needed to work up either the courage or the confidence to message him. So you can imagine my surprise when it was Mark who reached out first.
I didn't have to be into work until noon that autumn day, but I still woke up early. I took my dog for a walk along a forest trail. Everything was perfectly ordinary and pleasant. While making a late breakfast, my phone chimed an alert from a certain gay social app. Ever curious, I didn't wait a single second to see who it might be.
It was the moment I'd been hoping for. Mark, this 34 year old studly librarian, wanted to know how my day was going. How was my day going? Much better now!
Mark: Hey man, what's going on?
Is this real life? Alright, Rob, now's your time to shine. Act cool. Say something smart and witty. He's a PHD candidate after all. A future docotorate with the body of an underwear model. My drooling could put my dog to shame.
Me: Not much, you?
Classic. Could you not be a complete bonehead for once?
Mark: Honestly, I'm really just looking for a good blowjob
My heart skipped a beat. Blowjobs are my specialty, among many others. However, surely I can't be his type. Let's not panic just yet.
Me: I mean, I'm always down to lend a helping hand or mouth. But I'm not sure im your type. I'm not exactly a twink.
Mark: Let me see more of you.
I sent Mark a selection of my finest curated nudes that showed off my slim frame, perky butt, and 6.5" dick.
Mark: Hot ;) think you could handle this?
Mark sent a photo of his cock. It was 8.5" of solid, veiny, meaty goodness. My body was practically humming. By sheer dumb luck, my feigned confidence, or the grace of some god, this man wanted my services.
Me: I think I can handle that. When do you want me?
Mark: How soon can you be here? Here's my address...
Me: I'll be there in 20 minutes
Mark: Good boy. Hurry up, daddy's horny.
I did find it odd a man in his early 30s called himself "daddy", but I certainly wasn't going to complain or judge. I dumped my leftover eggs in my dog's bowl, brushed my teeth, and jumped in my car to race across town. True to my word, I was ringing his doorbell 20 minutes later.
I didn't even wait two minutes before Mark opened the front door and poked his head out. He looked around as if someone might see us and quickly ushered me in. I suspected nosy neighbors.
Wordlessly, he led me through a small carpeted foyer lined with four numbered doors and then up a cramped staircase. He was barefoot and almost walked on tiptoes, flexing his shapely calves. He was clad only in loose basketball shorts and a ratty t-shirt with the sleeves cut off. His skin was tanned and his leg hair shone golden.
He opened his apartment door, guiding me inside with a firm hand on the back of my neck. It was a sparsely furnished space. The kitchen and living room melted together. He kept constant pressure on my
shoulders until we arrived in his bedroom. A simple chair was at the end of his bed, and a couch cushion on the floor in front if it. How considerate.
Mark sat in the chair and surveyed me up and down for thirty seconds. It sort of felt awkward, but also sensual. I could feel the appraisal in his gaze, like a meat merchant sizing up cattle. In that moment, I knew he was someone who was expected to be obeyed. I already felt like an object, a toy for his pleasure and enjoyment.
"Strip," he said, his soft voice carrying a heavy weight of command.