This is a first attempt at putting into words the fantasy that keeps going through my head. A little backstory about myself. I'm a 64-year-old man recently widowed after 40 years of marriage to a wonderful woman. She succumbed to the virus a year ago. Till now, I had never thought about sex with anyone else. After a few months, passed I started to surf the web for porn and stuff, I came across Literotica. I began reading the straight stories and found them to be hot, I moved around the site and discovered many new ideas about what makes people happy and sexually satisfied. I moved from straight to first time, to anal, to BDSM, to lesbian, but for some reason I avoided the transgendered and gay sections. Until I came across a story in the first time section. It was about a guy who was seduced into gay sex for the first time. I almost didn't finish the story at first, but for some reason my dick seemed harder than ever as I thought about putting myself in the place of the man being seduced. Never in my life had I thought about having a sexual encounter with another man. The more stories I read in the first time section, the more I began to search for the first time gay tag, and then began reading as many of the stories in the gay male section every time I visited Literotica. My masturbation fantasies became more and more about me being seduced and taken for the first time with another man. It didn't matter if it was an older or younger man just the thought of being used by a man for the first time always fueled a furious jack off for me.
I found the chat room section of the site and the curiosity of what other guys say about other guys got the best of me and I signed up. Chatting with other people have only excited me more. I mentioned that I had never seen another man's cock in a sexual situation, one of the guys I was talking to suggested I get a toy to play with and practice with before trying to meet with the real thing. I think he was just poking fun at the new guy in the room, but after I got done, I started looking at dildos and butt plugs. Not only that, but I never ever had a finger in my ass, and now I'm looking for a fake cock or plug to stick in my ass. The idea didn't go away. So, I ordered a 7" cock shaped dildo and a butt plug. A few days later the package arrived. I saw the brown truck pull up to the house while I worked in my yard, and as the driver stepped out I found myself looking at him in an entirely different way. This is where the fantasy starts.
As the delivery man walked toward me, I noticed his legs in his brown short pants and traced my gaze up towards his cock and paused there as he moved closer.
I broke my gaze when he spoke saying, "I'm sorry sir, but your package was damaged in shipment. Would you like to refuse the shipment?"
As I looked up to him (I was on my knees at the time) I think he noticed I was staring at his crotch, he added.
"Or open it up and inspect the contents to make sure there is no damage?" I began to turn a little red in the face when I realized just what was in the package, but there was no way I was going to refuse it, so I told him I would make sure there was no damage to it when I got inside.
There was a little tremble in my voice as I looked at this man who was a hell of a lot younger than me in the eyes for the first time.
He smiled a little, saying "I'm sorry sir, but I need to see you open and inspect the package before I can go."
As I fumbled with the box to open it and at the same time try to hide the fact that there was a butt plug and a dildo in it. The worst thing happened: the 7" dildo fell out and hit the ground, before I could react, he bent down and picked it up. I felt my face getting redder and redder with shame and embarrassment. As he handed it back to me, he showed no emotion or change in his demeanor as he asked if the contents were what I ordered and in good condition.
"Yes sir, yes sir, everything is here and in good shape." I managed to respond. "That's good. It's my policy to make sure all my customers get what they desire, the load is delivered properly, and they are completely satisfied with my service." He said as he returned to his truck and drove off. Feeling completely ashamed and embarrassed I took the opened box into my house and just put it on the couch. I was considering just returning it and forgetting the whole thing. But for now, I just wanted to get away from those thoughts and returned to doing my yard work.
A few hours went by, I finished cleaning the yard and was putting away my tools when I saw the Mustang pull into my driveway. I paid it attention because I didn't know anyone with that car, as I walked towards it the driver's door opened and the delivery guy got out.
Still in his uniform he started off by saying. "Hello again, I just wanted to stop by and make sure you are completely satisfied with my service."
"Oh yeah the delivery was great" I replied.
"Fine but I wasn't just talking about the delivery. Mind if I ask, were the items for you, your wife, girlfriend or" after a slight pause, "boyfriend?" Again turning red I looked down and relied on, "for me. I don't have a wife anymore, and I've never had a boyfriend."
"Perfect, then you're going to need this, and I'm assuming some instruction on how to use the items you purchased." With that, he reached out and handed me a bottle of lube. Sheepishly I took the lube from him.
"Good, why don't we go inside, and I will make sure you get the load I know you want and delivered the way I know you need." with that he took my hand and led me into my house, through the front door and I let him. Once inside he locked my front door, turned to me and kissed me. I was shocked at first I had never been kissed by another man before. It was so hot, and forceful. I began to kiss back, his younger lips felt so different from my wife's and as his tongue began to press against my lips I opened my mouth and let this man have his way. We kissed for a few minutes just standing in the middle of my living room, and as we broke the kiss he turned my face and licked my cheek.
"I like the way you taste. But for your first time you need to clean, Go take a shower and wash yourself. I'll wait." He directed.
As I turned to go to the shower I was a little taken aback that I was letting the strange young man tell me what to do, but as I turned on the shower and got naked I saw just how turned on I was. My cock was already rock hard and throbbing. As I was soaping up and washing I reached for my cock I knew just a couple of quick jerks and I would explode.
That's when I heard him say, "Don't you dare jack off in the shower!" Turning toward the voice I saw him standing there watching me, drinking a beer from my fridge. "When you finish, towel off and come into the kitchen. Naked and hard, you understand?"
"Yes" I replied. "YES WHAT" he commanded. "Yes sir" I replied head down and embarrassed.