"Now go home take a shower and spend some time relaxing. Nothing will happen to harm you. By the way I like you shaved, stay that way. I am certain Rod will find it erotic and you may have more sex because of it. Now go."
Still sobbing Mary turned to leave.
"Mary, you forgot to say something didn't you?"
Through her sobs she said, "Yes Mistress"
With Mary now in her web and control, Jan next planned to put me in a similar state of control. Unfortunately, she knew about a secret that I had not shared with anyone. One night while having a few drinks we started to expose secrets from out past. Confirming our love and relationship, she shared in order to pay her last semester college tuition, she worked for a week as a topless dancer. While she had a job in a pizza parlor, it didn't cover her needs. Reading an ad in the local newspaper for a dancer at a local bar. She applied and got the job and was hired. Dancing under the name of Amber Rose and wearing blond-haired pieces each night, she earned enough in a week to pay the tuition. While she was offered money for sex, she never participated I any sexual activities Jan claimed once the tuition bill was paid, she quit and never danced again.
While I never expect Jan to be Snow White when I married her, this revelation did surprise me. I accepted that sometimes you do whatever is necessary to earn money. She said I was the only person she trusted to share this secret from her past.
Jan wanted to know about my darkest secret. I hesitated before taking another shot of Jack Daniels. She pressed me, "You heard my dark secret, I want to know yours. If you love me, you will not be afraid to tell it to me."
After a few minutes of silence, I started to share it with her. "You must not judge me or think the worst of me. This happened while I also was in school. I am ashamed of what happened and you will be the only person I have ever talked about a weekend I want to forget."
Jan pressed, "Honey, it certainly can't be that bad and unless you killed someone, no one will ever know about it."
I said, "I didn't kill anyone and nothing illegal happened. It started when I went to an adult movie theater. Before the internet, if you wanted to watch porn you only had two choices, go to an adult bookstore or an adult theater. I had never been to one of those X-rated movie houses. Being horny and wanting to she what type of movies were shown there. Embarrassed that someone I knew might see me, I worn a black jacket and hat. Sitting in the back row to avoid anyone seeing me, I watched the movie. It was pretty tame by today's standards but it did arouse me."
After a pause to gain some courage I continued, "A man's voice whispered, 'enjoying the movie?'. A rush of guilt over came me and I didn't answer."
The man asked a second time if I was enjoying the movie. I simply said, "Yes"
He then said, "By the bugle in your pants, you are getting aroused. What do you do when you get aroused? Do you masturbate or do you ask someone to help you?"
Before I could respond, "You look like this is the first time you have been in this theater and are experiencing sexual desires that some might think are improper. I can assure you that your feelings are normal. Right now, your clothes are feeling too tight. You want to pull your cock out and stroke it to relieve the pressure you are experiencing. Because this is a public place, if you do that it may result in your arrest for indecent exposure. That could ruin your life."
"Jan, I was aroused and the pain of my stiff cock grew with each minute."
The man continued, "My name is William and I help men relieve the pressures of their lives. I can do that for you. I am very discreet, and men find me to be both comforting and release tensions and guilt feelings in a way that improves their lives. Would that appeal to you?"
I didn't want to say anything but I did shake my head yes.
Brushing my shoulder with his hand William continued, "All you have to do is trust me and let me take you to a good place. You will find a new way to enjoy life and release all your tensions"
His hand moved to the bugle in my pants. Rubbing it slowly I became aroused and willing to have him do anything to relieve the stiff pain. His soothing voice and calm manner only increased my desire to let him do whatever he wanted. As he unzipped my pants a sense of surrender overtook my will to resist. His warm hand pulled the restraining underwear away and my cock poked through the opening. It felt good to be released.
William then told me, "You need to come with me. I am going to release all your resentments and guilts. You will be safe and it will liberate you."
"Jan, like a very compliant schoolboy I obeyed. We walked out of that theater, into his car and within 10 minutes were at his house.
Once inside William said, "You are in my home because you want to be. I am now going to be come your guide so do what I tell you to do. Now I want you to surrender your clothes and inhibitions to me. You will be safe."
"I obeyed and soon stood in front of him naked. He smiled and rubbed my shoulders and I didn't resist over that weekend he did many things to me which I had never experienced. Without resistance I submitted to whatever he wanted. Then on Sunday afternoon, my clothes were returned to me and he drove me to my car in the store parking lot next to that theater."
Jan asked, "What did he do to you?"
