I have always considered myself heterosexual, although I have been bi-curious for many years I have never had a sexual experience with a man until last summer.
To help ends meet we have taken in foreign students over the last few years. The money is good and the students are usually no trouble as they are out studying during the day and either go out or stay in their rooms at night.
Last summer we had a beautiful 30-year Old Italian woman called Carla come to stay for three months. She was absolutely stunning and reminded me of Sophia Loren in her prime. A week later Stephan arrived from France. He was black, about six-foot, muscular, toned and very good-looking. My wife thought he was gorgeous and although I was more interested in Carla I had to admit he was pretty fit.
A lot of my gay fantasies involve black men. The funny thing is that I never fancy guys and can't imagine kissing one, but for some reason I get incredibly turned on at the thought of sucking a cock. So I had a few thoughts about how big his cock might be and how fantastic it would be to suck it until he came in my mouth. I knew it would never happen. As it hadn't ever happened before and I always thought if it really came down to it I would be too scared anyway and chicken out. So my cock sucking has remained my secret fantasy all my life and not even my wife knows about it.
But it is women I really like so I always loved having them to stay especially if they are young and sexy looking. My wife and kids are out during the day and I work from home so I spend most of my day walking around the house naked feeling incredibly horny thinking about being caught by one of the girls if they should come home early.
I also love dressing up in their underwear and as I am slim, unless the girl is very small I can usually fit into some of her stockings and panties, crotchless ones are my favourite and the most comfortable fit, for obvious reasons. So most days if I get the opportunity I will go into their room and find their soiled panties and lie on the bed and wank while I sniff her womanly scent.
It was on one of these days my life changed forever.
I had just had my shower and shaved my cock and balls smooth. I love the feeling of being totally smooth there, it makes me feel more vulnerable and naked. I went into Carla's room and put on some of her black sheer stockings and some sexy black crotchless panties. I also put on a black silk blindfold as I lay on her bed. I love lying there, totally exposed wearing the students underwear and being blindfolded makes it more exciting as I know if they did turn up and saw me like that they might watch a while as I couldn't see them.
It is the excitement of being caught that I love, but I have always known if I was caught I would be mortified, embarrassed, humiliated and terrified of her telling my wife.
So there I was blindfolded and dressed like a slut, sniffing Carla's panties and moaning as I wanked my 7 inch cut cock. I was in heaven as I shot my load, catching most of it in my hand and then putting it in my mouth. That was where my gay fantasies would kick in and I would imagine I had just sucked a guy and swallowed his sperm. I sat up and pulled off the blindfold. To my horror Carla was standing there pointing her phone camera at me.
It was everything I had imagined. I was mortified, embarrassed, humiliated and terrified. I mumbled apologies and said I was very sorry as I covered myself with her pillow. Carla just smiled and said "it's ok, boys will be boys" I apologised again and left clutching her pillow to my cock.
I went and cleaned up and got dressed. So many thoughts were running through my head. There was the sheer thrill of being seen like that by Carla, and the fear she would say something to my wife Sue. She had her phone out, did she take a picture of me? I thought probably not as I hadn't heard the flash go off. Then I wondered how long she had been there? Oh my god I thought, she might have seen me eating my own cum -- how embarrassing.
Anyway I decided there wasn't anything I could do, and Carla had seemed ok about it so maybe I had got away with it. During dinner Carla acted as if nothing had happened so things were looking good. I cleared up as my wife always went out with her friends on a Thursday night. Then settled down to watch a film on telly.
At about 10.00pm Carla came in and said she wanted to show me something on her laptop. I followed her up the stairs to her room admiring her firm butt as she went ahead of me. I could feel my cock hardening as I imagined her walking up the stairs naked. Once in her room Carla closed the door and patted the bed for me to sit down. She sat next to me and put her laptop on her knee.
She said, "Look." as she pointed to the screen, she pressed a button and a video started to play.
I froze in horror as I watched myself dressed in her underwear, writhing on her bed. I'm sure I went bright red as I watched myself cum in my hand and eat it. Carla had managed to zoom in for that bit too.
"I think you should delete that Carla, I don't want that video around."
Carla said, "I'm not going to delete it Tony, and I already have a copy of it safe."
I begged her not to let my wife see it.
"Don't worry Tony, if you do what I say she will not need to see it."
I asked what she wanted me to do and she told me that she would let me know in the morning.
I left her room and went back downstairs, shit I couldn't believe it, she had a bloody video, what the hell did she want from me?