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"Comin' out of my cage and I've been doing just fine
Gotta, gotta be down because I want it all"
Mr. Brightside reverberated around the walls of our small dorm room. I looked up at my roommate and smiled through a mouthful of cock thinking the lyrics might have a double meaning. He ignored my smile and shoved me back down onto his stiff member.
"Watch your teeth, boy!"
"Yes Sir." I said and resumed bobbing my head up and down matching the rhythm of the music which had been turned up to drown out the slurping noises I was making and the pleasure moans of my roommate, Jason.
Jason was a member of the Michigan Wolverine football team. He and I had been friends since high school and were now roommates at the University of Michigan. Jason was the starting center for the Big Ten powerhouse. He was an absolute beast of a man standing 6'3, 320 pounds and had always been a stud in football. I spent many days/nights on my knees treating him like a stud.
I had been a football fan my whole life. Every Saturday morning I would be seated on the floor of my living room next to my dad watching Michigan football. I had so many great memories watching the classic battles against Notre Dame and those cocky Buckeyes. I dreamed one day of playing college football, but unfortunately I was never big of stature. I was 5'10 and weighed only 160 pounds in high school. My senior year I was the third string quarterback and mostly just charted plays on the sideline while the star players like Jason got to play under the lights. It was sort of embarrassing being one of the few seniors who never played, and often I was the subject of some of the teasing from the guys. Luckily, Jason was my best friend so I was spared some ridicule just by close association with him.
Jason wasn't completely innocent though. He was an alpha with a little bit of a bully side to him. He, too, liked to tease me and often the other guys followed his lead. It was all in good fun and never went too far. Jason made sure of that. He would be my protector when I needed him to be. And truthfully, I actually enjoyed the teasing. It made me feel more like "one of the guys" even with my lack of football ability.
Jason and I weren't in a relationship or any defined thing. We were friends who happened to fool around every once in a while. I would consider myself gay, but Jason still dated girls and was very popular amongst them. He may have been a big guy but he was still very good looking and charming. He had as much success at the sorority houses as the stereotypical ken-doll quarterback. He just really enjoyed blow jobs and hadn't found anyone who could quite match my technique or expertise, and I was more than happy to oblige.
I had come out to Jason back in high school, and he had kept my secret until this day. I told him because I had to tell someone otherwise I felt like I was going to explode. I felt so much better after finally letting that secret out. But I didn't have the courage or desire to live as an out of the closet gay man, especially while still on the football team. Jason was cool about it, and it didn't change our friendship at all. I don't like to admit it but one motivation for telling Jason was that I also had a crush on him. Part of me was hoping that maybe I'd have lottery luck and the crush would be mutual. I didn't dare confess that part of my attraction to him though.
Jason earned a full ride football scholarship to Michigan while I was lucky enough to be chosen as one of the managers/student assistants for the football team thanks to a recommendation letter from our high school coach who was a Michigan alum and former player himself. As I knelt between Jason's legs, my forearms resting on his mammoth thighs as I sucked his dick, I recalled how our whole "friends with benefits" relationship started.
It was the first weekend of college, and we had come back from a wild night of partying. Jason stripped down to his boxer briefs and collapsed onto his bed. He was shirtless. His chubby belly was covered in a light fuzz. His meaty thighs stretched his XXL black boxer briefs. I knew what size they were ever since I had rummaged through his underwear drawer when he was gone one day. And there at the center of his black boxer briefs was the shape of the absolute unit he was packing.
"What are you looking at gay boy?"
I looked up. My mouth fell open. My face flushed. Jason was smiling at me. It was an evil grin. It confused me. It made me nervous. I swallowed. I was unable to come up with any excuse as to why I had been staring at his groin.
Jason laughed. That put me at ease. I laughed too.
"Sorry, I didn't meant to..."
"Sure you did." Jason said, interrupting my attempt at an apology. My embarrassment returned. "Admit it. You've always had eyes for me. You're not sneaky. I'm not stupid." Still, I was silent. "Admit it." Jason said, this time more forcefully.
"Admit to what?" I asked.
"That you want this." Jason crudely grabbed at his crotch. It was way more than a handful. "You've wanted it for a long time." A few seconds passed. Jason gave me a stern look.
"Fine, I admit it."
Jason's smile turned even more crooked. It scared me. I looked away.
"It's okay. Go ahead and look."
I slowly turned my head back towards Jason. This was the first time I could look at the object of my heart's desire without having to hide my gaze. I took advantage of the opportunity even though I still felt uncomfortable.
"It's big isn't it?"
"Very big!" I agreed.
"Bigger than your little thing!" He taunted. I looked at the front of my own boxer briefs. I used my hands to cover up the truth of my much smaller package. Jason laughed, greatly amused with himself. My eyes returned to his big man crotch.
"Touch it." He said.