The house became quiet after Betty and Rene left. My mother retreated to her room and closed the door. She said she was tired, but I think she was reflecting on another day of firsts and her admission in my presence of her desires. Betty had pushed her quite hard to admit she wanted to taste my cum and cock. I knew it would take a lot for her to go beyond those boundaries and actually do it. But hearing her say she wanted it was terribly arousing and comforting.
After Betty left I looked at myself in the mirror. What I saw appeared to be a girl in a sheer baby doll nightie. Looking down I saw my hard cock pressing against the thin fabric of the cum stained panties. I loved the way my long straight hair hung to my shoulders and how my bubble butt added to my feminine mystique. I turned my back to the mirror, bent over, and touched the floor. Looking back through my legs I saw a very fuckable ass. I reached back and pulled my panties down below my butt cheeks, spreading them and admiring how I looked, and wondered what Ray would think if he would see me like this. I would hope he would grab my hips and plow his manly cock into me.
Looking out my bedroom window and saw Ray greeting an older man in front of his house. I watched as the older gentleman opened his car door for a younger male, extending his hand to help him out. The younger male was dressed in short tight yellow shorts and a cropped mesh tee shirt. He was barefoot. The shorts revealed a cute bulge in the front that made my mouth water. I watched as the older man caressed the younger male's bottom as he introduced him to Ray. I was so envious. I closed my eyes and pictured the young male naked with me.
I watched from my room as they entered the house. I missed Ray and his cock so much. I paced around my room not wanting to intrude, but I wanted to knock on Ray's door and see if they would include me in whatever fun they might be planning.
I didn't bother telling my mother I was leaving. I decided I would just leave still wearing my baby doll nightie and knock on Ray's door. I tiptoed down the stairs and bumped into my mother standing at the bottom. She had changed and was wearing her bikini.
"Johnnie, would you like to take a swim with me.?" My mother asked as she gave me a pouting look.
I hated disappointing her, but I really wanted to knock on Ray's door.
"Mom, I was just going over to Ray's...I thought you were resting," I said anxiously.
"I was, but I took a quick shower and got to thinking about the last couple of days...you know...all the things we've been doing....and thought maybe we should...talk," Mom said as she grabbed my arm and held it firmly.
"And were you going over there dressed like that?" She asked as she held my arm tighter.
I wanted her to let go, but I knew she was serious. She was being sweet, but I knew we had pushed things and maybe we needed to talk, but not now.
"Mom, I was just going to Ray's, can we please do this another time?" I asked.
"No, sweetie, I'm kinda in the mood for us to have a relaxing swim...we can sit and talk...please."
I looked at my mother and saw her determination, I knew it was hopeless to fight with her. She'd been through a lot and my father had disappeared.
"Okay, Mom...I have to change into something else....why don't I meet you outside," I said.
"Honey, I washed that one-piece bathing suit you look so sexy in...it's on your bed...and why don't you give me that nightie, there's dried cum stains in the panties...they need to be washed. "
My mother watched as I pulled the top over my head and pulled the panties to my ankles. I stood in front of her naked, feeling far more vulnerable than at any time in the past couple of days. I could see her staring at my hardening cock. She unconsciously licked her lips, before looking at me with a flushed face. She smiled and bent over to pick up my panties before she headed to the laundry room. I watched as her bikini bottom pressed into the cleft of her ass as she walked away.
Looking next door and wondered what Ray, the older guy, and the younger male were up to as I grabbed the one-piece swimsuit. I heard my mother slam the back door on her way to our pool as I stepped into my suit and pulled the straps over my shoulders. My mind went back to the vision of my mother walking away, and how sexy she looked as her ass wiggled with each step. I remember watching her butt jiggle while she was taking Ray's cock doggy style in his bathroom, her tan puckered hole looked so delicious. I wondered if I would ever see it again. I lusted to lick her as I licked Betty.
I walked out onto the deck that surrounded our pool and found my mother sunning herself topless. Seeing her laying on the chaise where Jason had fucked me brought back an avalanche of memories. I felt my boi pussy twitch as I remembered how his fat cock stretched me. Her bikini bottoms were pulled up tight against her torso, showing off a sexy camel toe. The white fabric looked damp where her suit clung to the cleft of her pussy. I watched her chest rise and fall as she seemed to have fallen asleep, it was difficult to tell if she was awake with her eyes hidden behind her sunglasses. My mother's nipples were stunning, pert, and still quite pink and always seemed hard. Unconsciously I reached down and grabbed the front of my one-piece swimsuit and fondled my cock. My thoughts were about everything we've experienced over the last couple of days, I was getting lost in my thoughts as I pulled my suit to the side and released my cock. I leaned my head back and looked at the sky as I stroked myself.
Suddenly my mother asked, "Do you find me appealing, Johnnie? Do you find me sexy because of who I am as a woman...or because I'm your mother and it would be very taboo for you to desire me sexually?"
I jumped and tried to put my cock back into my swimsuit, not realizing she was awake and watching me.
"Oh please, after all we've done, you're gonna hide your cock from me...I rather like the idea that you're looking at me like that and playing with your cock...did I ever tell you that you take after your father in that department," she said with a grin on her face.
I was confused, did my father like stroking his cock, or did she mean his size. I was confused but was afraid to ask.
"What? You don't understand?"
I shook my head.
"You and your father are...well...kind of small in the same way...although he's bigger than you.," Mom said with another grin.
I felt humiliated. I looked at my feet and wanted to run. I wanted to run to Ray and have him hold me. Ray loved my small cock.
"I'm sorry Johnnie, I certainly don't want to make you feel bad...I mean it's not like you really have the desire to fuck anybody...right...you like being fucked...you're the girl." Mom said as she stared back at me.
I nodded. My cock was still exposed and precum was dripping from the head. My legs were trembling. My mother was humiliating me in such a delicious way, and I was so incredibly confused, aroused, and even more confused.
"Sweetie...I know I have to remember to consider you as a girl from now on...you'll never be the man that Rene will be...and you'll never be the manly man that Ray is...Oooh...just thinking about that man makes me wet." My mother said as she pressed her palm against her mound.
"Mom...what did you and Rene do? I mean after...Did you take him to your room?" I asked.
My mother looked at me for what seemed like a long time. She stared at my cock that was standing straight up from out the leg hole of my suit.
"What do you want to know Johnnie? Do you wanna know if he made love to me or if he fucked me like a whore?" My mother asked.
I nodded as I stroked my cock.
I felt a slight attitude on her part and wasn't sure if she was teasing or if she was perturbed.
