I rise slowly to my feet, tears leave a thin trail of wetness on my cheeks. The silhouette before me remains as still as it had when I first saw him standing there. Walking cautiously toward dad, he begins to move very slowly. He raises both arms above my head. I feel the leather belt he is holding become a collar around my neck, it pulls through the buckle, creates a leash.
Dad turns his back to me, broad shoulders, narrow waist cut a formidable outline. A tug on my neck leads me to follow him out into the hallway, past the bedroom that was meant to have been for my sister's use, then into the master bedroom at the far end of the hall. Led toward the master bathroom, water pours from the shower head, bounces off of the bottom of the glass enclosed shower stall.
Dad reaches for the chrome handle of the shower, guides me in. The water cascades over my crew cut blonde hair, down over my shoulders. I shudder as the wetness envelopes me. Dad steps in along side me, bows his head, allows the water to run over the back of his neck, down his back. A flow of water runs directly down the crack of his backside, disappears between the dark furrow of his butt cheeks. The leash and collar are released, it drops limp against my stomach. The metal belt buckle loosens its grip on the skin at the front of my throat. I just let it hang there, in no hurry to make any movement that dad has not initiated.
The wonderful smell of Ivory soap and dad's natural musky scent mingles with the light vapor of steam which rises from the cascading shower water. The gentle touch of dad's soap laden hand upon my stomach causes me to tighten my muscles. I become tense at the very touch, anticipation shoots to every extremity.
Soap is rubbed up and down my abs, over my chest, shoulders and the the back of my neck. Dad's formidable arms wrap around me, pulls me close to his naked body. The heat between us is greater than the temperature of the water. The scent of our bodies and the Ivory soap goes straight to my head. I feel intoxicated, my head swoons from the pressure, closeness of our naked bodies. His soapy hand drops to my back side, is liberally applied until my entire rear end is lathered. He gently rubs me, his calloused fingers massaging.
Dad leans in closer, his whiskered chin brushes along side my smooth cheek. His lips touch mine, his tongue lightly flicks, traces the outline of my lips. He places the soap bar into my hand, removes his lips from mine. I feel him slowly turn so that his back is presented to me. His right arm raises above his head, he places his outstretched hand against the glass wall of the shower enclosure. I rub the soap bar all over his shoulders, down his back and across his hips. I reach for the nylon scrub ball that hangs on the shower handle, soap it up until it is completely filled with lather, rubs it all over his ass cheeks and between them.
Kneels down before this magnificent specimen of manhood, gently rubbing the soapy scrub up and down the insides, outsides, back of his muscular legs. He turns, I continue cleaning this god of sexual desire. I slowly stand up, scrub his low hanging balls and semi-hardened penis. Reaches toward the shower handle, I hang up the scrub. The bar of soap is rubbing between my hands a lather rises. I carefully create a large opening between my fingers, places them over the foreskin covered mass that juts away from dad's tight stomach. I move my cupped hands up to the base of his penis, slowly retraces the path towards the very tip of his mushroom shaped head. Uses the tips of my index fingers to probe the foreskin opening rubs the inside of his foreskin, gently, runs my fingers around the bulbous head.
The water begins to loose it's warmth, dad abruptly moves sideways. He takes some shampoo and applies it to his hair, rubs it all over his face before rinsing off. The faucet handle is turned, the stream of water becomes a trickle. Dad reaches up, takes hold of the dangling end of the wet leather belt, gives it a little tug and leads me out of the shower, I gladly follow. He grabs one of the two thick, fluffy terry cloth towels that hang on the bar opposite the shower stall. The belt is released, dangling it comes to rest over my swollen crotch . A towel is placed over my head, I feel slight pressure as dad begins to tousle my hair, rubs my ears, face, neck, continues to move the towel over my entire body until I am completely dry.
He drapes the dampened towel over the top of the shower stall, gives my rear a little pat as he guides me toward the master bedroom. I walk into the bedroom, dad closes the bathroom door behind me.
"CLICK!"
The bathroom door lock echoes through the room, my shoulders drop, I am so confused, what's happening? I walk in the darkness of the room, sits on the edge of the king sized bed. Lays back places my head on the pillow. Stares up at the ceiling, I notice the pattern of the windows being outlined caused by the fading sunlight.
Half an hour has passes since I lay down here, I hear the click of the master bathroom door. My head stays as still as possible, the leather belt collar around my neck, the leash lays down my front, it's end disappears between my naked legs. Dad walks over to his side of the bed. I see that he has a pair of clean boxers on. He sits down on the pillow end of the bed, my head turns slowly toward him. See's him resting his back against the wall, his head turned toward the window. Light glistens off the outline of his face as it dances off of his freshly shaved skin. Silence sometimes can be deafening.
"Dad, when was the first time you had sex?"
He turns his face toward me, even in the dimly lit room I can see that he is smiling at me. He reaches over, takes the belt around my neck, loosens it. He slips it off over my head, tosses it onto the floor along with his pile of dirty work cloths.
"Tell you what kiddo, you go first, be honest, then I will tell you everything about mine. OK?"
He shifts himself on the bed, brings his legs up into a crossed Indian style position. I bring myself onto my left side, props my head up onto my left hand.
"OK, here goes."