Mark was the picturesque example of a family man. Good father of two teens, a hardworking provider and faithful husband of 22 years. He never cheated on his wife once although he had his opportunities. Although he was a handsome man and in great physical shape for a 41-year-old, he never once went behind his wife's back although he had been propositioned a couple of times. His was a happy marriage based of trust and respect, yet he had one secret that even his wife didn't know about.
It was a secret he dared not confess to anyone, not his wife, not his co-workers not even his best friend whom he shared many secrets with. A secret that he not only kept to himself but suppressed for many years. He felt uneasy about this secret and to act upon it would be a game changer. For the past ten years, Mark was curious about having sex with a man.
Not just any man but a well-hung black man. In fact, his real fantasy and the one he kept thinking about and even dreaming about was to have sex with two well-endowed, black studs and the past couple of months it seemed to almost become an obsession.
It started innocently enough with a dream, one morning Mark had a vivid dream that he was sucking a large black cock. He didn't know the man in his dream but when he awoke, he had the hardest morning wood he had had since he was a teen and the image of him sucking this huge ebony dick haunted his thoughts for a few days.
The next incident that effected Mark was the night he was watching a sports game with the family. They loved football and after the game one of the players was being interviewed in a post-game show. He only wore a sweaty tee-shirt that was ripped. The look of the athlete, sweaty and ripped caused an involuntary reaction for him and he soon realized he was sporting a raging hard-on.
That night was the first time Mark masturbated in the shower in years. After he soaped his cock to a slippery, sudsy lather, he stroked himself to orgasm in less than five minutes dreaming about being on his knees in front of the football player he saw on the television. When he got to bed his wife even said he still looked flush and asked if he was ok.
"I'm fine", Mark answered. "I guess I had the water a little too high", trying to cover what he was really doing.
Mark knew there was no possible way he was going to have a real-life encounter with a black man, much less two. He didn't know anyone who was gay and was afraid to use the computer to meet anyone. For a long time, he just suppressed this fantasy and put it out of his mind although he would dream about it every now and then and even stroke one out alone in the shower fantasizing about it.
One night, Mark was having trouble sleeping and was alone on the living room flipping through the channels when he was shocked to find a station that was selling adult toys. Vibrators, pocket pussies and anal toys were being shown off to the viewers and Mark was humored by the fact that they were selling it on T.V. even at 3 o'clock in the morning. Then they came across an item that took away his smile and took his breath away.
The female host on the show displayed a large dildo that was molded from a black male porn star. As she described the dildo, Mark's full attention was on the image of the magnificent size of this toy. She described it as lifelike and firm, yet a texture that would make the user feel like they were with a real cock. She said the size would please the user and stretch your limits if you never had anything this size. She also said that many who were curious about interracial sex often started with a toy like this.
Mark was dumfounded and excited like he had never been before. He almost started to call the number on the screen but realized there was no way he could hide a credit card charge from his wife who paid the bills and looked over each bill with a careful eye. Since they never used sex toys, Mark never considered this as an alternative. But now he had to have one and his plan would soon be set in motion.
The next week Mark took off work a couple of hours early and went to a sex shop that was on the other side of town. He knew it would be safe to go there in the daytime. When he went inside, he quickly zeroed in on the dildos and was shocked by the selection and the prices. He was meticulous looking over several but two stood out the most; a thick, black 10 incher that looked realistic but wasn't molded from a real cock. The other was molded from a black porn star and had to be 11 or 12 inches, impressively thick with balls for a base. Mark swooned and ached just at the sight of it. When he added the prices up, he realized they would cost over $150, but that was fine with him and he wanted them both. He went to the nearest ATM and withdrew the money, came back to the store and bought the toys with a bottle of lube. He really didn't care if the woman at the counter suspected what he was going to do with them, he was on a mission.