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Cain's Pov:
Fae looked up at me through pained eyes and a broken expression as I placed my hand on Ben. Inwardly I flinched, feeling guilty that I'd hurt the omega. I thought he might be jealous of my date but I hadn't actually expected the faint taste of his pain. I half expected my wolf to stop me, when I dropped my hand to Ben's thigh, but then I remembered, my wolf was silent and my senses were beginning to fade.
"Have you ever sucked an omega's cock before?" I startled out of my thoughts at the sound of Jenny's question.
"No ma'm," Fae answered softly, looking rather humiliated as he made his way over to us.
I felt something cold begin to knot within my stomach. I did not want Fae to touch Ben. I knew the little omega would not enjoy touching another omega and I was furious over the situation but I felt locked down inside of myself and I did nothing to stop the order.
My vision blurred and suddenly Fae was in his small, ragged wolf form with his tiny, shaking paws on top of Ben's lap. I felt the knot in my stomach burst into flames.
"What?" I growled angrily. "You must be mad Frank! You cannot defile an omega from Lotus Pack like that! You forget yourself! You know how protected they are!"
I could really care less about the Lotus Pack's values but I was pretty sure that Frank would be more receptive to Ben's virtue than if I were to defend Fae's. The truth was, I hated the thought of Fae touching anyone in any form... anyone but me.
Frank smiled wickedly, "You said the omega didn't want a slut. Now he has a beast. He can choose which he likes better."
Fae looked at me again, pleading with me for some kind of order that would free him from Frank but, again, I did nothing.
My vision blurred once more and suddenly Fae was screaming at me, "Please!" He skrieked as he ran towards towards me, grabbing at my coattails as he kneeled before me in total submission. "Please Alpha, take me with you! I'll be so good, I promise! I won't touch anything that I shouldn't, ever again! I'll make you happy, I promise! If... if you want him, I'll make both of you happy!" He continued to beg. "I'll serve you! You can share me, anything you want! I'll do anything, I'll give you everything. Just please, please, please don't leave me!"
Jenny began to tease me and I offered a cold excuse, unwilling to defend the omega when he was causing such a scene. He was making too much trouble for us both and I knew if he didn't stop, that I would never be able to see him again.
"Let go of me Omega," I finally hissed, meeting his pleading, bright eyes with in an icy gaze of my own.
"But I-"
"Now!" I ordered, embarrassed by how weak Fae was making me look in front of the beta's and Ben. Alpha's were meant to be obeyed, no matter what.
The boy finally shut up and bared his neck and I found that I was not as relieved as I expected. Instead, I felt ashamed of myself for ignoring his pleas but my wolf was too far gone to help me set things right. I felt like such a failure but I couldn't let myself worry too much. I had Ben to take care of after all.
"Cain, all things considered, how about you don't come back for future game nights," Frank announced.
I felt my heart clench at his words. This was wrong. I needed to take Fae home with me. I couldn't stand the thought of never seeing him again. However, my body refused to respond and I felt my mind slipping. Going without my wolf's voice for so long was beginning to make me sick. So, I payed Frank and did nothing. I didn't even spare a look back at the shaking boy that I cared for.
I was weak. I was a coward. I was nothing. Fae's broken look was burned within my mind and it was already beginning to haunt me.
I woke up from my nightmare screaming and shaking, covered in sweat and completely unaware of the many obstacles holding me down.
"Make it stop!" I cried. "I failed, I failed him! Please, give me the pills. Make this stop! I don't want to remember!!" I begged to the dead space around me, unable to see anything but Fae's crying face in my mind. Unable to feel anything but immense pain and loneliness running through my veins.
I felt a sharp jab to my arm and my vision blurred, sending things to black once more.
The next thing I knew, I was alone with Fae in my bed, back at my apartment. He was smiling shyly up at me while I calmly tied his arms above his head, connecting them to my bed frame.
"Are you going to whip me now?" He asked softly, looking at me with complete trust and adoration.
"Mmm," I groaned, loving how helpless he looked before me. "Would you like that honey?" I asked, nervous about causing him too much pain.
"I like everything you do to me," the boy practically purred as he arched his back, pushing his pelvis up as his little cock tried to reach my touch.
I let my finger gently trail down his weeping member, "How many?" I asked, needing the omega to show that he truly wanted this.
"Alpha... are you worried? You yourself said that the leather isn't made to cut through my skin. Please don't be afraid. I like your fantasies."
"I like you more," I quietly admitted.
Fae smiled, "Start with ten lashes," he suggested and I felt my shoulders sag in relief at being given an answer.
I carefully picked up the leather flogger and ran my fingers through the strands, triple checking that there were no sharp edges that would tear at the omegas skin. Satisfied, I pulled my arm back and released, focusing my efforts on Fae's creamy, pale thighs. As the leather connected with skin, the color shifted from white to a startling bright pink.
"Harder!" Fae encouraged, holding his thigh still for me.
I whipped him again in the same place, eyes focused on the blushing patch of skin. This time when the snap connected the pink bloomed into a light red, looking spectacular surrounded by the rest of his pale flesh. I wanted more.
"Mmmm.. more," Fae begged. I smiled, loving how perfectly we fit together.
"Three," I muttered to myself as I connected the leather with his skin again, this time on the opposite thigh, eliciting a pleasured groan from the little omega.
Two smacks later his left thigh bore a striking red patch, identical to his right. I pulled back for a moment to examine my handiwork before raining three perfectly accurate blows to Fae's nipple's and stomach. My cock ached as I watched the tiny buds swell and become puffy from the force of my hit while his breath came out in tiny, breathless gasps. Fuck he looked beautiful.
"Lift up your legs," I ordered, "And spread them wide. I want to use the last two strikes on your hole and balls."
Fae bit his lip, looking at me nervously. He knew he was about to be in a world of pain but he also knew that this type of treatment usually sent him into subspace when we played. I watched him consider his options before he finally gave in an did as I told him.
"Such a good little boy," I praised, truly pleased that he was trusting me to make him feel good in such an intense way. "You know these last two will hurt the most," I cooed, trying to relax him. "But that's only because you need a lot of pain to reach that still moment."
"Yes Alpha," Fae panted, looking up at me with complete trust in his beautiful eyes.
I quickly leaned down to kiss the omega, gently reassuring him as my tongue probed his needy mouth. Then I broke from the kiss to nuzzle against the scent gland in his neck.
"I'm going to bite you there one day," I murmured before pulling away.
Fae beamed at me and began to lift his legs.