Editor's note: this story contains scenes of incest or incest content.
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As I lay there it occurred to me that I'd never been in bed with another man before. All my other same-sex encounters had either taken place on couches or standing or down on the floor or even on a staircase once. There or on the beach or out in the water or in my backyard or out in the woods somewhere. Then, as I lay on my right side and he on his left and we held each other and kissed it occurred to me that I actually had been in bed with a man before. Men. But that had only been on a few occasions and those had only been purely for fucking not for tender lovemaking like this.
My new friend smiled at me and caressed my hair and said let's do 69 so we rolled into position as natural as anything with me on top with my cock pointing down and his pointing up at me. We sucked each other and the dual sensations were wonderful and it occurred to me further that I'd only ever done 69 with another man once or twice and it hadn't been as good as this. After a few minutes he said he wanted to fuck me and I said sure how do you want me and he took the pillows behind his head and stacked them in bed's center and said lie on top of these and spread your legs. And as I did and I lay there waiting while he lubed his bare cock I smiled to myself and was glad I'd prepared myself for him before coming over just in case this happened. He wanted me and I wanted him and this was perfect. And it was somewhat amazing to me that this had all happened so fast. It seemed like just minutes ago we were sitting on his couch fully clothed having cocktails and touching and getting to know one another.
Now as he pushed into me he asked if I was OK and I replied that I was just fine and he pushed in deeper saying I was the perfect fit for him. And I laughed through the slight discomfort and said no he was the perfect fit for me and we both laughed. And then he was all the way in me and my lover paused again and kindly asked if I was all right again and I replied I was and begged him to fuck me baby. And he did. He held me by the bones of my narrow hips and worked me slowly as if we had all night which we did and I realized once again this was what it felt like to be made love to rather than just fucked. And as I lay there blissfully receiving him I couldn't help but wonder if I'd at last found a man who loved me. A partner. A mate. A father-figure even. And I moaned and he moaned as he worked his rhythm and he said I was one of the best fucks he'd ever had. And I thought about all the other men in his life and his bare cock now inside me and how we hadn't even discussed condoms and now it was too late and I no longer cared. I wanted his bare cock in me just like this and when the time came I wanted him to shoot his load deep inside me.
Just as I was thinking this he stopped his motion and said he wanted me to roll over. He wanted to fuck me on my back. And as he pulled out of me his glossy cock sprang upwards he was so hard. And I pushed the stack of pillows back toward the headboard and settled in and spread my slender legs as he came forward holding his cock and I lifted my legs thinking this is just how it feels to be a woman. To receive. To be bred. And as he entered me again oh so easily this time I wrapped my legs around him tightly and crossed my ankles and held on. And as he resumed his motion he laughed and said not so tight honey and I loosened my legs' grip and laughed and said sorry.
And as he fucked me in this new position I was certain of one thing. There was no disputing this and no exceptions this time. No one had ever fucked me on my back before. Smiling down at me while making love. The only thing all the others had ever been interested in was my ass. My hole. This was unique in my experience. This was how lovemaking between two men should be.
Now my lover brought his hands to my flat chest and kneaded what little flesh there was and said too bad you don't have tits.
And I giggled and joked that could be arranged. Though I didn't know how.
And he said he knew a doctor.
And now I was more thrilled than ever with my new friend and lover knowing that he might like me fem. Aside from a discreet pair of ebony panties under my jeans and my shaved body I'd shown up masculine for him. Not knowing for sure what he wanted and not wanting to turn him off. Now I closed my eyes to his rhythm and saw myself from above with my encircling legs in black thigh-highs and a matching black-lace bra and wearing a wig and my face painted and my lips glossed bright cherry-red.
My eyes opened as he bent way over and kissed my lips. I raised my head off the pillows and we kissed as he fucked me. And after breaking off the kiss he blinked at me and said without a smile I think I may've found my soulmate.
And despite the rush of almost tearful emotion I said nothing in return. Not yet anyway. I'd been disappointed by men so many times.
And my lover reached down and worked his hands behind my back as I reached up likewise and now he was not so much fucking me as rutting me forcefully and I cried out with each thrust as he said with strangled voice I'm gonna cum! and I said cum in me baby and his shouts drowned out my cries as he thundered his load in me.
Then it was over.
And moments later it was as if a morning fog had cleared and the sun had broken through.
My lover's penis was out of me and dangling glossy but otherwise clean. Beautiful. Spent. And I carried his seed inside me now and was pleased with myself.
And as he knelt there and I lay there and we caught our breath I envisioned myself pulling on discarded sissy panties and dancing across his carpet to his bathroom with the agile delicacy of a young doe. Instead I pulled my slender legs up and swung them around and said I'll get a towel and he patted my thigh in gentle passing while still catching his breath.
And after I returned with a wet towel after wiping my crack clean and was now cleaning off his limp penis off he said I'm getting too old for this.
No you're not I said.
In the old days I could've fucked my partner three times straight. Or partners he smiled. But that was back in the days of poppers and I'm off all stimulants now. Doctor's orders. I'm not even allowed to take Viagra anymore.
You don't need it I said.
When I have a beautiful 20-year-old in my bed? Maybe not.
I'm 25 I said.
That's 20 to me. You reach a certain age and everyone under 30 looks the same.
On the one hand my new lover hadn't told me to get dressed and leave. On the other he was turning maudlin after his orgasm. And at the moment I didn't care to be reminded that this greying man was old enough to be my father. And perhaps then some.
I'll go wash out this towel I said. He grabbed my wrist. My lover was sitting on the foot of the bed now still recovering his breath.
I want to put my finger up your ass he said. And he turned me with one hand and pushed the middle finger of the other in me to the knuckle. After his cock and fifteen minutes of fucking it went in easily. He left it there.
His free hand now reached around and grasped the erection I'd mostly lost during anal sex. He stroked it. It was still partly limp.
I feel bad he said. We haven't done anything about this yet.
It's OK I said. I don't like to cum when I'm with another man. I lose interest.
I know the feeling he laughed. Softly. He pulled his finger out and told me to turn around and get down on my knees.
I obeyed.
He told me to lick his finger. There was a faint odor to it but it smelled and tasted mainly of sweet lube. After I'd licked it clean he told me someday but not today he wanted me to rim his ass. He said it was hairy and I laughed and said I knew. I was still down on my knees. He asked me if I liked a hairy ass and I told him I'd love his hairy ass. I asked him if he was sure he didn't want me to lift his legs and rim his ass right now while I was down on my knees but he said no enough for right now let's go have another drink.
I was relieved. My new partner wanted more than sex. He hadn't asked me to leave. Yet. This was promising.
He asked me if I could stay for supper. I was both thrilled and amused. Supper. What an old-fashioned term. It was the same one my mother used. Instead of dinner. Sometimes in the late afternoon after sex mom would wake up and stretch her beautiful legs and toes and declare time to get up and make us some supper.
I'm not bragging the older man said. But I'm a very good cook.
Are you? I didn't know what to say. The double shot of vodka in the martini he'd made for me was getting to me. I hadn't eaten since midday. Plus mom had given me an enema before leaving the house. I was empty inside. I ate another green olive off the plastic spear.
I had pulled on my briefs after adhering a pantyliner to the seat. Just as a precaution. My host was still naked. His thick middle-aged body really was hairy. I hadn't paid much attention before now. Now I stood there fantasizing about getting on my knees and parting his cheeks and kissing and licking his hole. And pushing my tongue inside and tasting his sweetness. The rich fetid flavors. I'd tasted women before but men seemed even sweeter. I preferred men. Their dark sweet holes.
I asked him what I could do for him and as I did so realized I still hadn't learned his name yet. He'd signed his emails DH. And when I added his cell phone to my contacts I'd entered his name once again as DH. Now it was too late to ask. Wasn't it? Perhaps I could riffle his wallet later and find his driver's license?
He told me to go in the small dining room adjacent his kitchen where I'd find a wine chiller. The top half was for red he said and the bottom half for whites. He said we'd have a fancy white tonight to celebrate our union and directed me to pull out a bottle with a blue foil. It would say Rombauer on the label. It was a chardonnay.
I didn't know about foil and had never heard the name Rombauer before but I found the bottle and brought it back to the kitchen and was told there was an opener in a nearby drawer. I found it amusing again that my host had referred to our sexual encounter as a union. Another old fashioned term. I'd never opened a bottle with a cork in it before and after observing my struggles he left the stovetop long enough to laugh and say observe and cut the crown of the blue foil off and then insert the tip of the corkscrew in the cork and expertly twist it in and then lever it out. He smelled the cork then passed it to me and said smell.