by Keith Hernandez
I was on my knees in a motel room, and my hands were on Scott's bare thighs. They were so warm...they felt so big and muscular and I caressed them and slid my hands to his inner thighs as I crouched between his legs, sucking on his large cock.
I slid my mouth up and down as it started to harden more and more. I looked up at him and he was watching me fellate him. I felt my cheeks flush with shame. He reached for something on the table and then grabbed my head and started guiding me deeper.
I took him down until he hit the back of my throat and when I looked up at him again he was holding his phone up, recording me. I moaned inwardly and closed my eyes, but I kept sucking. Only a little while earlier I had been home alone, recuperating on my couch...
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Big Scott was back. This is what I was trying to wrap my brain around as I lay on the couch fiddling with the remote. The doctor's visit was traumatic but the meds worked right away and my ass felt better.
But now I had a dilemma. I was engaged to my fiancee who I loved. But I also worshipped Scott and his alpha cock. That definitely wasn't love. It was more like an addiction. A secret desire that he had tapped into and brought out. A side of me I denied until he pushed his cock into my mouth that one night so long ago.
I was wrestling with two thoughts all day...should I try to kick him out of my life, and how? Or more darkly, would it be possible to have my cake and eat it too? Could I stay engaged with Gina and possibly marry her? A few days ago that is where my life was headed but with Scott back, everything was thrown into question.
I was confused. Because part of me wanted him to turn me out once again, to keep me as his 24/7 cocksucker and cum dump. My mind wandered to ways I could keep Gina, maintain my facade of heterosexuality, and still service Scott and his thick pecker.
I shook my head. "No!" I said out loud. I can't, I have too much to lose. I have a good thing going with Gina...or do I? The feeling that something was missing gnawed at my thoughts. Something was missing...and what if that something was a big cock? I didn't know what to do.
As if on cue, Scott texted me, "Where were you yesterday?"
"Doctor's appointment" I typed back. "Busy."
I should have just ignored him. But part of me knows it won't stop him. He was back in town, looking for his own place, setting up to work from home. I wondered if he would be content to just keep me as a side piece so I could keep Gina too.
"Got a line on a place. Won't be in this hotel for much longer. And I have a two-day nut saved up. Your place or mine?"
I read the text and got a chill. I didn't respond. A minute later the next text came.
"Not a request. Will it be here or there? Make up your mind quick or I'm on my way."
I couldn't risk him coming over here.
"Give me 5 min" I responded.
Shit...I was in no condition to take a chance on Scott trying to fuck me up the ass again. Without really thinking I typed "No anal" and headed out the door.