As we are being seated at the restaurant, we could see Callen and Jase walk through the door. I fuss and whip out a baby bib and put it on Benny, who is sitting next to me in his suit. Sooo cute!! He gives me a filthy look. I kiss his cheek and whisper please in his ear. He shrugs and kisses me back.
It's very Callen to propose this way, quietly at a restaurant with just family. Both are quiet and gentle natured. I think Jase will be happy with this as his proposal. They both like simple, easy and are pretty soft spoken most of the time. I'm not sure there is an outlandish bone in either of the bodies. My brother and his soon to be fiancΓ© were both born to give love and affection. It may make them easy to break, but they are also quick to forgive. God I love my brother. I'm so happy for him.
"Now boys, be on your best behaviour. If you are good I'll make sure we stop for Gelato on the way home," I say to the boys and then look to Alex. "You also." He elbows me in the ribs with a grin on his face.
Benny cheerily says, "I will. Yum! Gelto!"
I smile and stroke Benny's head. He looks up at me like the cat that ate the canary. Callen and Jase are being seated at the table as Cory nods and smiles his agreement.
"Don't we all look nice, what's the occasion?" asks Jase.
Alex and I look to Callen for a reason. He stares back at us and his face drains of color. Whoops! We probably should have discussed a cover story.
"We've had a lot to be thankful for lately is all. C... Callen is still with us. Out of rehab and back home. He's even back at work. I have my business up and going again and s...stuff. You and Alex finished the job up in Pensacola. And we h...haven't done anything as a family in a long time." I stutter my way through and can't stop fidgeting. Alex puts his hand on my thigh to calm me.
Jase smiles and nods while putting his napkin in his lap. I watch the relief flow out of Callen. Our server come and took our food and drink order. While we wait Cory is telling Jase about his day. Alex is talking to Callen about a contract. Benny is fiddling with his cutlery. I reach across and gently stop him shaking my head. Poor little fellow pulls his hands back in his lap. Then he leans into me for a hug and reassurance he's not in trouble. I give him a hug then kiss the top of his head. He stays there until the food lay in front of us.
The food was incredible, if Cory had been allowed to lick his plate I'm positive he would of. A group of servers came and cleared away our plates. After another couple of minutes an older gentleman; who I assume is the owner brought over a cake in the form of a swan. Why a swan you ask? I don't have a fucking clue, must have some significance to them. The swan had the two rings embed standing up on its back. He lay the cake on the table between Callen and Jase. His eyes light up, and begin to water.
Callen takes the smaller ring, kneels down on his knee and holds Jase's hand.
"Jase, never in my life did I think I would find a person to make me feel this way. We have had a pretty rough year, yet here we are stronger than ever. You stole my heart the minute you smiled in my direction. Cory made us a complete family by stealing both our hearts. I love the life and family we have built together so far and I look forward to our future. All my dreams have come true and I truly am the luckiest man alive. I love you so much. Will you marry me?"
Alex put his hand on my leg, without thinking I put my hand on top of his and entwine our fingers. I am holding my breath, waiting for the answer. Jase nods and throws himself at Callen and whispers what I would guess is a yes in his ear. They kiss; it was a beautiful moment for them. Callen put the ring on Jase's finger and hands the other ring to Jase, who in turn put it on Callen's.
Most patrons and staff in the restaurant stop what they are doing and watch this outpouring of love between my brother and friend. The second Jase nods his head the entire restaurant claps and cheers. I didn't hear one negative holler in the whole place. How awesome is that.
We stand up and hug, with congratulations. This is so awesome, Callen's engaged. Alex and I are back together and all our boys are settled and happy. I am feeling a high for life I haven't felt in a long while.
"Cory, will be staying with Benny and me until Sunday. You guys have the place to yourself. Congratulations, we will see you Sunday."
Alex hugs the newly engaged again, and then it's mine and Benny's turn. Cory was hugging them both, telling each how much he loves them. They are huddled in a family hug, with tears all around. Watching this display of affection makes me tear up again. Alex turns my face to him and wipes the tears away with his thumbs. I do love this man.
After the gelato, we are all exhausted. Benny had fallen asleep in the truck. Cory went straight to his room after saying a quick goodnight. I put Benny in his jammies and into bed. It's the first time ever without even a stir from him. Wahoo! I'm getting better at this. We'll just forget the poor kiddie was so tired he would have slept through a Gary Allan concert. I kiss him on the forehead and watch him sleep from the doorway. The connection we share is unbelievable. I would never thought it possible to have this much love for a single person.
Alex gently moves me and left a kiss on Benny's forehead. He reaches for my hand, leading back to his bathroom. Without saying a word, we get ready for bed. After cleaning up we lay in bed facing each other. We stare into the eyes of the other.
"Hey!"
"Hey beautiful," Alex brushes hair off of my face.
I need to get closer, so I lean forward and gently kiss him. He holds my face, while deepening the kiss. We pull back panting. Our foreheads are pressed together while we try to catch our breath.
"God I love you Trace," Alex says, pushing my hair back from my face.
I close my eyes; this feeling is overwhelming and I wish this moment to last forever.
"I love you more than you know. I can't believe this is real, promise me this will never end."
"The only promise's I will be making are; we will always love each other; we share everything together no matter the subject and we will always be best friends." Alex finishes with another kiss.
"They sound like promises I can keep and never break. I want to make love to you so bad, show you how much you mean to me. But I'm so tired I can barely keep my eyes open."
"Oh, thank God."
Alex pulls my head into the nook between his neck and chest. After kissing the top of my head and rubbing my arm, I feel his breathing even out. I am so happy right now I could cry. Luckily I fall asleep quickly.
Alex woke me up early in the morning and we make love. It is gentle, soft and erotic. I can't explain the feelings of love we share in this one single act. There is nothing like the feeling of reaching a climax together, amongst a physical and emotional high. After coming down we go to the bathroom to clean up. Alex turns on the taps and kisses me while we are waiting for the water to heat up.
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It's been a couple of weeks since Alex and I reunited. Callen and Jase are happy for us. Benny definitely likes having me around more. It means we play together more often. We didn't make a big deal about it. I think we may have been a little nervous at first. Especially with all the drama that had surrounded our relationship. This is the happiest I ever remember being in my life. After everything we have gone through to get here, I am going to protect this family like a proud lioness.
Alex called me earlier in the day to pick up Benny from care. Callen needed to see him about a legal something or other.
Trying to get into the child care centre is a freakin' fortress of adventure. First I have to get through this ridiculous idiot proof gate. Now I have finagled my way through that, there is a code on the front door. Crap! I don't have the code and I left my phone in the truck. I push the button on the intercom. I am almost confident they are watching me on a security camera, laughing their ass off.
Finally a voice comes through the box.
"Can I help you?"