Author's Note
Warning:
contains vulgar and offensive humor.
The story takes place in an American University and character dialogue may contain stereotypes that offend readers. The real life inspirations for these characters, nor do I the author, believe these things. It is simply how 18 to 25 year old college guys talk and I've chosen to keep things as real as possible.
This story is
based
on true events in my life, but the real events didn't play out as I hoped. So, this is essentially a fantasy of mine that never came to fruition. The other party involved didn't want to take things further due to fear of destroying our mutual friend group (this will make more sense as you read). Other than that, everything else has been kept the same, with all references to real places, names, and personal details being replaced with made up info
(obviously)
.
I'm not sure if I want to make a series out of this, but I might.
Anyways, hope you enjoy!!!
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I had just woken up and was sitting on the living room couch, scrolling through grindr aimlessly, looking for someone to satisfy my, uh,
needs
. Hey, listen, it was a Saturday and I was looking for a good time! What more can I say?
Anyways, my roommate emerged from his room, zipping up his backpack as he walked. "Lookin at big black cocks to
suck
, Ivaan? Or are you in the mood for a white guy today?"
I rolled my eyes. "Blah blah blah. All I hear is yap from someone who gets no bitches". I continued scrolling through profiles on my phone, not looking up.
"Alright, alright. Don't get so butthurt. Anyways, I'm heading out for a few hours. You need me to do anything, other than jerk you off?" I finally turn my head to see the smug grin on his face.
"Very funny," I remarked, "Just take the trash out when you leave."
"Sounds good man. I'll see you in a few hours." He slung his backpack over his shoulder and went behind the kitchen counter. I could hear the clattering sound of empty beer cans as he lifted the bag and tied it shut, then the apartment door opening and one last "Aight, see ya".
"Alright dude. I'll catch you later." The door closed and I heard the lock click.
Well, that's my roommate for you, I guess. We lived in a dorm where all the residents were freshman like us, and all the guys in the hall pretty much acted the same way. It wasn't like me being gay was an issue to them. That's just the kind of humor they indulged in.
Still, I knew for a fact that people were only cool with me because I presented as masculine. I was a
man's man
to them. We talked shit, got drunk, smoked, fought each other. Typical bro shit. I find that being overly flamboyant only creates hostility from others in my life, and presenting as straight is just how I am naturally. They were all pretty shocked when I came out, but it didn't change anything in our friendship.
But what they didn't know was that in private, I was the complete opposite. I
loved
, dick. I'd hook up with guys on grindr multiple times a week to satisfy my cock craving. Load after load has been pumped into my ass and I've lost count of how many guys load's I've swallowed.
I got up and headed to the bathroom, stripping of my pajamas, and began taking lewd pics to add to my grindr profile. Just then my phone buzzed.
I saw that someone had sent me a message, and they were
only 100ft away?!
Who could it be? It