Please enjoy this short story about an encounter between myself and a borderline emo twink. It's a doozy. ;)
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I hated him. He was hateful, judgmental, and a bully. He made fun of people for how they looked, talked, and acted. He was 20, but sure didn't act like it. I would never go out of my way to be around him; in fact, I would avoid him. I ran my own channel and avoided his at all opportunities. He embodied everything I advocated against.
But damn, he was fucking hot.
His looks had all the boyish qualities I wanted. He wasn't muscular, but he was lean; what little muscle he did have showed on his abdomen. He was smooth, clean, and cute. I loved the soft curves of his sides, his perfect, round thighs, and every feature of his beautiful face. He was, in every sense of the word, a twink. I was painfully in love with how he looked.
He went for an "emo" look, black hair falling across his forehead in untamed wisps. He intermittently wore a lip ring, a small bedazzling of an already perfect face. His ears were small, chin weak, but eyes deep. I wanted to eat away at his neck and make him moan for me. He was everything I wanted, and I couldn't wait to have him.
All of this I repeated in my head as his gentle body fell to the mattress. I don't know how I got into this situation, but I was about to give him the time of his life. I had worked my way into his daily life, dropped hints where they would go unnoticed by all but himself, and finally gotten into a room with just him - in private. Everything had gone according to plan, and now I could do with him whatever I wanted. My heart was pounding, and surely, so was his.
He had never shown any interest (or approval) for people like me - gays or bisexuals. Sometimes what he said made me think he didn't like us. He was prone to appealing to masculinity, and making himself seem more "manly" than he really was. That's partly why he was so mean, somehow trying to prove himself as indestructible. Hardened. A man.
It was the sexiest fucking thing I could imagine for such a soft and smooth boy.
I stroked his ego by telling him he was strong and cool. I was his wingman when he needed one (though those circumstances were rare, and even rarer were odds falling in his favor.) He had taken to using me as his confidant, expressing his hormonal desires and what he wanted to do with his imaginary women. But I knew there was more beneath his words.
Through all the subtle compliments and manipulations, I got to him. Gradually, his glances lasted longer, and drifted to places other than my eyes. With every word, I drew him closer to me, and made him more willing to experiment. I used his sexual frustration against him and it was working beautifully. I wanted him so badly, but played my cards carefully. And now, he was mine.
As this dialogue in my own mind finished, his head hit the sheets. In falling, his eyes grew wide and his walls fell. I could sense that he had abandoned his desperate reaching for masculine approval. His lip quivered just slightly, and it was all the more attractive. I couldn't wait to get underneath his thin clothes and have him fully exposed to me; and by his look, I'm sure he couldn't either.
Despite hating everything he ever did and believed in - whether or not is was all a ruse, denying his true inner thoughts - I wanted to treat him like a king...and a slave. His beauty deserved rewarding, but his hatred deserved punishment. I planned to give him both. I wanted to give him what he expected. My skillful tongue, nimble fingers, and delicate flesh were his, and his to cover. At the same time, I wanted to own him - thumbing him, palming him, ruining him. I couldn't decide which to start or end with.
But the time to decide was now. He lifted his confused and eager face, giving me a look of pure abandon and lust. The room was cool, but his skin was warm, and he grew more nervous and dripping with expectant sweat as the seconds ticked by.
Reluctantly - wanted to spend an eternity merely admiring the sight of him - I began to move. Slowly, I crawled between his legs, grabbing at his shins, thighs, hips. My face turned back and forth as I adored every inch of bare skin, shaved perfectly, his legs opening up to me as I moved. I was ready to take him as my own, but I continued on with my devilishly slow approach. Each moment caused an exponential growth in our desire for each other.