I never considered myself gay. I have no interest in any type of relationship with another man, nor do I want to be intimate with a man. My interest is in sex with women.
Here is where the lines get blurred. I love the tase of cum. I discovered this when I was seeing a girl that did not allow me to cum IN her. But I could cum ON her wherever I liked.
After one night of long intense sex, it happened. I had eaten her pussy to climax several times, had licked her ass till that made her cum also. She had already cum multiple time before I when in her. I could tell I had a nice load building and pounded her balls deep as hard as I could. When It was time I pulled out grabbed my cock and blew a huge load all over her pussy and belly. I shot five or six big thick ropes. Seeing that made her cum again. I started to push my dick back in her when she stopped me and said, "You made this mess now you clean it up." I said no problem I will get a warm cloth. When she said, "No I mean you clean it up." I did not understand what she was asking and looked confused. Then she said, "I want you like lick it off me." I wasn't sure about that; I had never even considered it. When she said in a more commanding voice "Lick your cum off me," she reached up grabbed my head and pulled it down to her belly, and I started licking up my own cum. I her commanding voice she said, "and don't miss any." The ropes where long and thick. I started at the bottom of one and before I got halfway to the top my tongue was full. I pulled it into my mouth a swallowed. Wow I loved the taste. I licked her belly and pussy for a good ten minutes until there was no trace of cum on her anywhere.
When she saw my dick was rock hard again, she said, "You really liked that didn't you."
I had to admit that I did like the taste. She said, "grab hold of your dick and pump out another load." I was on my knees between her legs jacking off. She was fingering herself as she watched. It did not take long before I was blowing another load on her belly. As soon as the last drop was out, I dove in and cleaned her up again.
This had a serious effect on our sex from that day forward. She could almost cum from just watching me lick cum off her. Only about half the time we had sex from then on did I actually put my dick in her. I would stand over her and jack off while she used her toys on herself, then I would lick her clean. This went on for about a year when she got a job transfer and moved out of town.
This left me with the only form of relief was to jack off in my hand then swallow it. While I still enjoyed the taste it lacked the excitement. Although I loved the way me dick felt in my hand when it swelled and twitched right before cumming, it was just not the same. I did find some relief at the video store. I would go into a booth and watch gay porn while I jacked off. Watching the guys suck on a dick I begin to wonder what a throbbing cock would feel like in my mouth right before it went off. The videos where always disappointing to me because the guys would pull off before the other guy had a chance to cum just so they could show "The money shot", and not cum in their mouth. I always thought that was a waste of good tasting cum. We'll all that was about to change, not by design but totally by accident.
I had met some friends at a Sports Bar for some drinks on Saturday night. It was in a more industrial area of town and there are some video stores in the area also. Things broke up about midnight and we all left. As I was leaving, I saw a video store I had not seen before. It was tucked away on the corner of a little strip center that was behind the building on the corner. I pulled in to watch some videos and relieve some stress built up in my balls since I had not jacked off yet today.
I walked in and there were two or three guys milling around in the video store. I did not pay much attention to what was going on in the store. I saw the sign for the video arcade and walked through a curtain into a rather dark hallway. There were five booths lined up down one side of the hall. I just pick the middle one for no particular reason. The booths were about six foot square with a TV screen and a office chair. I put a couple of dollars in the video machine scrolled though the video and found a good gay porn and sat down and started to get my dick out. That's when I noticed there was about a six inch diameter hole in the wall on both sides of the boot. The holes were covered by something on the wall of the other booths so you could not see what was going on in those booths from the booth I was in. I had my dick in my hand, and it was starting to come alive when the hole on one of the booths opened. From the chair I was sitting in I could not see in the other booth. This started to make my dick get harder. Thinking that someone was going to be watching me jack off.