10 more to go, and 9, 8, 7. God, why do they have too make this so hard? 6, 5.. Come on Trish, you can do this, my thought's egging on my legs 4, 3, 2 one more, yes.. nearly there. And 1.. Aaah. Bliss.
8.35pm. 37 minutes after my gruelling workout started, thank goodness. It was over I knew my aims, my wants. Just oblivious that it would ever be this hard. The third day in the gym this week, and today only being Wednesday. I love it. My new second home, a place I can create the real me, the me I crave to be. The buzz after your first work out, relaxation in the jacuzzi as your after treat.
As I grab my water too leave, I make the same decision as I do everyday, too walk a little bit extra too the changing room's, too have a sly glance of those muscular blokes. The weights hovering in the air, as those big arms flex too bring them back down too earth. I think of it being me, the curve of the edge matching the curve of my body as they lift me into the air, and then back down, continually in there grasp.
What is wrong with me today? Lets just hit the changing room, and get In the pool.
The changing rooms, were quite small really, nice.. good condition, but yet always reminded me of my school changing rooms. The same distinguished smell, of mild sweat, the same layout; the girls who aren't comfortable with their figure, hiding away, almost fooling themselves that their invisible, then the girl's who were so comfortable with their body, they'd be flaunting it. Regardless on whether you wanted a glance.
Maybe, it's just me. I can't help but have a look - see who's skin looks softer, Stomach flatter, thigh's better toned, Larger breasts, more defined buttocks.
Me against her. It was always myself against them.
I: roughly 5ft 6, fuller figure, strong broad shoulder's, as my great grandpa would always say. 'You'll be thankful of those strong shoulders when you have the weight of the world on them' I can hear those familiar words quoting through my head. I can't help but smile.
My favourite asset of myself, is my breasts. I'm larger then average reaching a G cup. I have my left nipple pierced. My love humps have always received attention from both sexes and I always ensure I have a bit of cleavage showing almost as a tease too them and myself. Knowing people want them is such a turn on.
As I finish undressing I tie my khaki bikini around my neck, I adjust myself, wrap my brown towel around my waist and enter the pool rooms.
As I make my way through the doors, I breath in deeply, preparing for who awaits and inhaling the smell of chlorine.
The jacuzzi is empty, perfect!
I walk down the 3 steps and enter the deep whirlwind of the bubbles. I position myself comfortably, so I have clear view of who's in the pool and the entrance. I can admire everyone in here.
The Jet's massaging my lower back, the top of my thigh's being teased by the thrash of the water hitting them. I love this place - Really love this fucking place.