This chapter is not meant to stand alone. Please begin at the first chapter to appreciate this tale.
Saturday, October 27
Hazel awakened at 4:30. She took off her heels leaving the hose on and pulled the blanket back over them both.
I feel alive
she thought and as she tried to get back to sleep she replayed what she felt by letting her sexuality flow more freely as Evie'd encouraged. She recalled various statements from the Reverend and confirmed that Evie was right as tonight and last night were powerful sexual moments. She wondered where it could all go if she really let herself be free to follow her repressed desires and her remaining conflicts.
What would be the effect on Emerson, will he still love and respect me if I act like a slut sometimes? I said a lot of things in the heat of passion and know what, I still feel they were my true feelings. I'd really like to enjoy lots of sexual interaction with our long term friend Scott and his houseful of beautiful women. For Emerson to make love to our daughter might be a defining moment in my sexual awakening. I'll call her, no I need to see her face when I talk to her. I'll call her and go over there. I guess I can't call her now, but first thing. I wonder if Emerson would enjoy me in hose like Scott enjoys his women. I think he would from the conversation Thursday night. I'll do it, I'll do it to please him, I'll do anything to please him, I'm sure that's in the Bible. I'm sure that he'd return the attention and care.
When she awoke again there was bright sunlight shining in their window and she felt Emerson's hand caressing her nylon clad leg that was across his thighs, she said "I love you, Emerson and I'm going to live to please you and hope you want to please me as well. I'm sure that's in the Bible and you'll return the attention and care.
I feel more than a little enmity towards the aunt and minister who mentored me in my youth. They were wicked, dried up, old, vengeful people. I'm so lucky that you chose me to be your wife and I'm going to spend the rest of my life making up to you for the last twenty years of you being denied by me. I want our sexuality raised to whatever heights you desire.
Last night I awoke at four thirty and went over what I'd said in my passion. I wondered if it were only the passion and that I said a lot of things that I thought I might regret in the sunlight. But you know what, I don't, so here goes a daylight affirmation.
I want you and Kim to have a full sexual relationship if you both desire one. I still want to be there when you do, but I don't have to be. If you have the opportunity to enjoy Veronica's body or any of Scott's women, take it. Again I'd like to be there to enjoy it with you, but I don't have to be. I'd like to hear about it though if I don't happen to be there. I'm not comfortable enough to let you fuck another woman just yet, nor am I ready to be fucked by another man. You may eat another woman and I'll let another man eat me. If a woman wants to blow you, enjoy , again I'd like to be there to learn. I'm willing to let another man pleasure me short of penetration with his cock, if you're willing to let me. If you and Kim do have sex, I'll learn how to blow you. I've never had a cock in my mouth, but I'm willing to give it a go. I love you so much, so very, very much and feel so much happier and content. How do you feel, my love?"
"Hazel, I've always been happy, ecstatic in fact, that you allowed me to be your husband, and yes I agree that our sex life has been the pits for a number of years. Perhaps, like Scott, I took out my passion in my work. I've never been unfaithful to you, never. Veronica and her open sexuality really appeals to me. I'm glad that it does to you as well. Let's pee, shower and eat some breakfast and continue this conversation. We have so much to talk about but my bladder will explode if I don't empty it."
They showered together, a new event in their relationship and each enjoyed the others ministrations of cleansing and touching. As they dried each other, Hazel asked, "I want to dress for your fetishes and desires, will you tell me what's suitable. If I don't have it, I get it before dinner tonight."
"I don't think you realize it Precious, but you have an incredible body. Full rounded breasts, an ass to die for, and incredible legs. High heels make your ass even more delectable and help tone your legs. You have a gorgeous back and your longer hair is becoming. Could I shave your pussy? I'd like to see your slit in all it's splendor. If you don't like it, it'll grow back. Wear stockings whenever you feel they're appropriate, or from the time you get up until the time you go to bed. It doesn't make a lot of difference what kind, pantyhose under shorts would probably work, garter hose or thigh highs under skirts. Let's go eat breakfast nude. Well not completely nude, would you wear a pair of three inch heel pumps?"
"You haven't asked much of me darling, yes, whatever excites you," replied a radiant Hazel.
Emerson had gotten the coffee started as Hazel was drying her hair and she came into the kitchen, nude in pumps. She twirled around in front of him and asked, "Like?"
"Look at me, my dick's straight out and it's not because of something I read in the morning paper.
"It's not a dick, it's your cock. It's your love tool. Veronica taught me the difference between cocks and dicks. Kids and insecure men have dick's. Real men like you and Scott have cocks,"
Hazel walked to him, spread her legs slightly and captured his cock between her thighs and against her labia. "You couldn't do that with a 'dick', but you can with a 'cock'. Ask Veronica or any of the girls, they've all played with Scott's
cock."
After breakfast and putting the dishes in the dishwasher Hazel sat on Emerson's lap and while he fondled her breasts she called their daughter. "Morning, Kim, it's Mom. ... Did I wake you? ...Just up huh, stay out late last night?... Can I come by, I've something I want to talk to you about? ... No nothing bad, something special. ... Can I put up anything from BreadCo for you on the way over? ... Sure, and two coffees. ... Half an hour? ... See you, love you, Hi to Gwen. ... Bye."
They went into the bedroom and Emerson sat on the bed as Hazel dressed in her pearl g-string and a sheer white bra. She pulled on a pair of light tan VS pantyhose explaining to Emerson that she'd change to garter hose when she got back home She pulled on a new short khaki skirt that stopped mid-thigh, a light crimson colored sweater top and put on a pair of two and a half inch red slides. After brushing her hair and applying lipstick she asked Emerson, "How do I look?"
His response was "Good enough to eat."
Hazel replied with a grin and a shake of her hair, "Then you shall as soon as I get back. Wanna shave me this afternoon?"
His cock was almost straight up in the air when Hazel wrapped her hand around it and stroked him a few times, kissing him and saying, "Don't lose that thought, be back by noon I suspect."
After picking up the bagels and coffee Hazel mentally rehearsed what she was going to say to Kim, it had to be a bit more subtle than "Wanna fuck your Dad?"