My name's Lena. I just started my first year at university and so far, the first couple weeks had been a blast. I live in a pretty big city so I'm lucky enough to have a smaller campus of a well known university in my city. That meant a ton of my friends from my highschool had enrolled with me and I still got to live in my hometown, which was more than a lot of 18 year olds could ask for.
However, this story isn't so positive. It starts the week after frosh week and I was living it up in a bar with some friends, not having to worry about schoolwork yet. I was with a group that wanted to keep bar crawling, but it was nearing 11 o'clock and I wanted to go home. Perks of having my dorm only a few hundred metres away, I could just walk home so as we left the bar I bid them a good night and tipsily walked home.
What happened next was that I was assaulted-at least by legal definition, I should know, I'm in law. But I'm getting ahead of myself. I'm really not sure what I did to attract any attention-I'm told I'm cute but I dress conservative, and as you'll read in a minute, I was mistaken for someone entirely else.
I stand at 5'6", but I'm absolutely tiny. There aren't many girls with my measurements. I only weigh 106 pounds, and am thin enough that I often get told my ID is fake even though it isn't. Even my boobs are a tiny 30-24-32. I get told I have a very pretty face, not trying to be conceited but if I share this humiliating story I may as well paint a full picture. Oh, and I have dark brown hair and blue eyes.
Anyway, I'm in my favorite green short sleeve dress, like I said longer than the knees, with cute flat sandal style shoes walking home since it really isn't far. The only thing I can guess is that it must've been obvious I was drunk and some guys must've followed me thinking I was someone else.
I was turning the corner that would've put me on a slight detour around some constructive on the way to my house when I noticed something. It was an alley to the side I hadn't seen before but it appeared to cut through the buildings beside the construction, so I could get home faster.
It was a stupid idea really, going in a dark alley alone at night as a freshly 18 year old girl, but I was really drunk, really tired and just wanted to get home. I knew I was only five minutes away and that there were university students all over so in my drunkenness I decided to just try to rush through.
I thought I had been checking my surroundings as I hurried through but apparently I didn't enough. Right out of nowhere I felt like I was getting tackled, it scared the Jesus right out of me and I was too stunned to respond-someone reached around my face and shoved something in my mouth, then I heard a click. It felt like a rubber ball, similar in texture to a balloon, with a short cord hanging from it.
I spun around in a panic and saw three guys I recognized from around my dorm but only knew the name of one of them, Mark. They were douchey frat boys, rowdy and obnoxious types, but definitely not rapists, at least I thought, so my mortal terror subsided only slightly. Still panicked, Mark reached forward and squeezed the end of the cord hanging from my mouth several times; inflating the ball inside my mouth to an assymetrical blob that totally blocked my airway. I could only breathe through my nose now. He then tucked the cord into whatever straps were affixing the thing to my head so it no longer dangled.
My first instinct was to scream to get them away. I didn't know what they wanted but this wasn't a good start and rape still wasn't out of the question; not that it mattered, but I was a complete virgin too. I'd not even had my first kiss.