I woke up my head was throbbing. I lifted a hand up to the side of my head where it hurt the most and felt bandages. I look around the sterile room. Where was I? I groaned. I looked to my left at a window overlooking some pine trees. the gloomy sky a contrast to the roiling furious one that I saw flash of every time I closed my eyes. I put my head in my hands, rubbing my temples a knock and the sound of a door opening drew my attention.
I looked at a nurse in scrubs. "Oh good, she said. You're awake" She checked my vitals. "You're looking good." Then she asked me how I was feeling.
I winced and said, "Like a mule kicked me in the head"
She chirpily said "Well, you are still healing, Mr. Ren" she busied herself checking my bandages.
I put my hand to my head the throbbing unbearable "What happened?" I asked
she shrugged and said, "I don't know all the details, but you were found in a cave. on an island a little ways off the coast by two sightseers. Your boat appeared to have been wrecked in the storm that had previously ripped through the coast. You had hit your head rather hard and suffered from an infection that caused you to have a high fever"
I put a hand over my eyes. "How long have I been here?"
"a week" she chirped back. I thought back to that day I had woken up early. My girl was still asleep. I wanted to go fishing, maybe catch something so she wouldn't have to. I was fishing with little to no luck when the waves began to grow choppy. I looked out to sea where the clouds were roiling, and I decided I should bring my boat in closer to the protective cover of the lagoon.
Although my girl could fly, I still wasn't keen on riding with her it made my stomach do little flips and my body shake. I didn't realize how terrifying letting go and completely trusting in another for your safety was.
Now I had a newfound appreciation for what I had demanded of my girl. I was worried my boat might get damaged if I didn't bring it in, so I was doing my best to do so. When the storm was nearly upon me, I saw a flash of something. It was Sarah, my girl. She had flown out to get me. I looked at her then suddenly I was knocked off my feet, sliding across the deck.
Then I knew no more, just vague, swimming thoughts of my girl always being nearby. of a constant warmth, where was she? I looked around the room of course she wasn't there. I asked the nurse if she knew of anyone else rescued from the island. But she said I was the only one. I spent days regaining my strength.
Some friends of mine visited me, ensuring I was okay. Soon after a couple of weeks, I was walking out of the hospital. I went home to my mansion. The door still needed proper repairing my girl wasn't about. I looked for her everywhere her room the basement the den she made. I took my key to her home and looked for her she wasn't there.
I rented a new boat since mine was destroyed and drove out to the island. where I searched, but she wasn't there. I searched for days that bled into weeks that then bled into a month. I thought maybe she was truly done with me and had left for good. leaving not a clue or a trace behind of where she went.
In my dreams I saw a dragon over me giving me water, soothing me. When the pain was great, she soothed and warmed me. When I was cold, the feeling of her being with me was pervasive. She could have abandoned me, but I was certain she stayed to take care of me. The feeling she wouldn't come back, that she abandoned me, didn't sit right.
I began in wide circles, motoring around the island looking for her. I spent another month out at sea in wider and wider circles I was close to giving up. She had left me, I was almost certain, by this point, and I didn't blame her. I was making my last pass of a long circle now many miles away from her island.
When I felt a jolt and a terrible screeching noise. I rush over to the side I realize I had hit a sandbar that sat barely above the water's surface. I cursed myself for again wrecking a boat. I hopped off the boat and, with all my might, tried to push the boat off the sandbar, bracing myself against some rocks found there.
I shift my position, and I felt something oddly soft beneath my foot. I stooped down and dug a soggy, sandy piece of cloth that was buried almost completely in the sand. I was about to throw it away thinking it nothing but trash when I saw the edges. five clean claw marks were through a portion of it, and the other end seemed to have been ripped from something.
like a wild animal had torn someone's sleeve off. It had a hard to make out patch on it. so worn by the sea and sand with heavy doses of sun making it almost impossible to decipher. but I made out one of the letters on it, a big, bold, capital O. I clenched the tattered cloth in my hand. Was this a sign of my girl? Or was I looking for hope when there was none after another hour of trying to free my boat.
I was forced to radio in for help, and my boat was subsequently towed. I went home my door was fixed, and I tossed the torn scrap of fabric on my desk. I kicked my feet up, staring at the ceiling. I was thinking to myself it was over. Sure, I found a suspicious object, but seriously, what are the odds that this was actually connected to her? I sighed, dropping my feet to the floor and leaning over the sodden bit of cloth.
I took an old toothbrush from my bathroom cabinet and gently used it to clean the cloth. It was sun-bleached in places and stained with algae in others. I gently ran cleansing tap water over it, washing the sand and agley off the cloth. Some of the tatters obscured some of the lettering. but I was finally able to make out the capital letters O, then the siris.
I flashed back to our first confrontation, her asking, "Osiris?" And my utter confusion.
stating, "No, remember, I'm Silas" She thought these people had caught her, and it seemed they have thanks to indirectly me, at least maybe if they did. They would have her and I could find a way to get her back. Or maybe this patch meant nothing and I was just grasping at straws.
I looked at the patch the symbol that I could make out on it was of a crook twisted with golden feathers. I grabbed a worn old card from a stack of papers on my desk. I dialed the number the voice that spoke said, "What do you need me to find for you, Mr. Ren?"
I cleared my throat "I have a patch I need you to find who or what it belongs to" I answered back. To the private detective that helped me get to my girl once. I hoped he would be able to again. I met him at a coffee shop. I gave him the patch and then told him where I found it after a month of no word. I got a call at 3 in the morning saying to meet him at the same coffee shop at 8 am that day.