Author's note:
In an early chapter, I put that Vesper was 87, and she is, but I put that her birth year was 1918, which it is not, it is 1928. Please accept my apologies. It would seem my typing skills far exceeded my math skills that edit.
Before you read this chapter, which I truly hope you enjoy, I want to remind you, my amazing readers, of some important details.
Vesper has never had sex, she's never experimented. She never did those things that many of us do as teens and young adults to find out about our likes and dislikes both in and out of the bedroom. She's never been in a truly serious relationship where there is give and take. She is now going through those things, so if her indecision is frustrating you, trust me, it's frustrating her too. She is experimenting, seeing what works and doesn't for her, and she is desperate not to lose who she is because of Mr. Hughes.
I have readers who really want her to be a true submissive, and I have others that don't want her to be. I know what she is, but you'll have to continue reading to see where this all goes. Like I say over and over, my stories have many twists and turns, there are very few direct paths. Keep reading and let me know what you think!
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Vesper had thought that Mr. Hughes would eventually attempt what he had said that he wanted to do to her right there on the roof, but that had not been the case. He had told her that he had some preparation to do, and that he would walk her back to her room. They had made the journey back downstairs after he had put his shirt and suit jacket back on. She figured his employees, or most of them, at least, had no idea that he had cut off his wings. She had been told by him previously that he'd been able to hide them. Now, they were gone, so he didn't have to. Knowing what he had done to himself, however, allowed her to more easily pinpoint where his pain was, and it centered in those broken appendages. He was in constant agony, it was a wonder he could remain so calm, at least, to others. To her, he was anything but calm.
She had picked out one of the books that she'd purchased recently and sat on the chair near her window reading as she waited for him to fetch her. When there was a knock at her door, Vesper turned her head, her body shaking with the expectation of seeing him, and she'd been sad to see Shi step inside, a tray in her hands with Vesper's supper. The pregnant woman had stayed and eaten with her. There had been a note from Mr. Hughes stating that he wanted her to eat everything that he had ordered for her, and drink the shake that he had included. He had said that she would need her energy.
Shi didn't pry, and Vesper didn't offer any explanation to the cryptic note, and they had eaten and talked about more mundane topics, the upcoming baby, the renovation of the apartments where Shi and Faeron would live. Vesper had been surprised that they were staying within the spa, but Shi was concerned with living elsewhere, of having a nonhuman spouse and child in the more human world around them. She felt safe here, among others of the nonhuman variety.
When night came, Vesper continued to wait for Mr. Hughes to come and get her, or to be summoned to him, but the only contact she had with anyone was her telephone ringing.
"Hello?" She said breathlessly into the phone.
"I want you to go to bed, in the medicine cabinet in the bathroom, there is a bottle labeled 'Lunesta.' I want you to take one pill. Otherwise, you'll be up all night wondering about tomorrow, and I need you rested." Mr. Hughes spoke gutturally and she bit her lip.
"You want to drug me?"
"I want you to sleep tonight. I will come to you in the morning." He told her, then the line went dead on his end and she slowly put down the phone on its base.
Vesper found herself walking slowly into the bathroom, and she looked at the medicine cabinet above the sink. Hand shaking a little, she opened it to see that a bottle was inside, several bottles, in fact, all with different labels. She recognized a few, and looked for the one with the proper label that he had named. Taking it out of the cabinet, she stared at it as she took deep breaths to steady herself. Was she really going to take a medication simply because he asked her to? Was he going to ask her to every time he wanted to be intimate with her, was he into that sort of thing? Could she be? But he couldn't BE intimate with her, she reminded herself, he couldn't touch her, he couldn't even get near her.
And if she did touch him, he would have her name tattooed on his body, and that was absolutely not ok. Vesper sighed, her mind was whirring and she looked down at the bottle again. Maybe what she needed was a sleep aid to get her through the night. She'd been sitting in her room for hours waiting for him to come to her, and he hadn't. Apparently, he had no intention to until the morning. She would never be able to sleep well, she was filled with jittery expectation.
Removing one pill from the bottle, she took it back into her room with her and picked up the glass of water from her dresser and put the pill in her mouth, took a drink, and swallowed it before she could change her mind. Stripping off her clothes, she went back into the bathroom and used the toilet, and then went back to her bed, crawled onto it, and pulled the covers over her overly sensitive flesh. She knew he couldn't do what he'd stated he wanted to do to her, so why was she so on edge? Did she really want him to try? Hadn't she told him that he was completely wrong for her?
Closing her eyes, Vesper focused on her breathing. She had gone to the roof to give him an ultimatum, if he wanted her to care for him, if he wanted a relationship with her, then she wanted him to stop committing sex acts. Then, much to her bewildered surprise, she had left that roof with the knowledge that he intended to show her that they could perform a sex act together, of all things. And no ultimatum had been given, and no promise to stop touching others was to be had. She wasn't quite sure how it had all happened that way. Groaning, she rolled onto her stomach and wrapped her arms around the feather pillow under her face. She needed to sleep, she needed it desperately.
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