I stepped into the cold water and flooded my face under it. What the hell was I feeling in that basement? Sexual frustration that’s what. I had actually been tempted by my own daughter; had actually thought about taking her over the weight bench and fucking her! How could I be thinking like that?
The shower had managed to suppress the aching erection that had reared its ugly head moments before and after toweling off, I actually felt normal again. My confusion and guilt for what had come over me was still settled deep down in my mind and now I had to go back downstairs and face my daughter.
I put on a pair of jeans and a tee shirt and went downstairs to find Alexis, hoping that we could talk about what had happened downstairs. I couldn’t find her anywhere and realized then that I had obviously upset her. She had most likely gone out or to a friend’s house. She knew, as well as I did that something had gone on between us. Most likely she had gotten out of the house to avoid me.
I tried to rationalize the afternoon’s events for the rest of the day and finally settled it to be an overreaction on my part. Alexis would never try to seduce her own father and I was ashamed that I had even counted that as a possibility. I continued with the rest of my evening, but was unable to concentrate on anything else other than my daughter. I waited for Alexis until nearly ten o’clock before I heard the door. A gloomy looking Alex passed through the living room, ignoring me, and going directly up the stairs to her room. I was given no chance to apologize, nor give my concern for where she had been for the later part of the afternoon and evening. Frustrated and somewhat angered, I decided that it be best if I tried to go to bed myself. I hoped that things would be different tomorrow morning.
Unfortunately sleep came to no avail that night. I tossed and turned for what seemed like hours, visions of Veronica and Alexis flooding through my mind. Finally at around two I got up to go to the bathroom. The lights were all out in the house except for a small glow which shown through the doorway of Alexis’s bedroom. I stopped at her door and slowly peeked in unsure about whether she was asleep or not. Slowly and quietly I walked into her room and was immediately flooded with her young scent. That clean, fresh smell floating around her room. The comforter on her bed was disheveled and pulled back and I knew Alex must be up. I cautiously sat at the edge of her bed running my hand along the soft cotton covering of her sheets. I touched her pillow where her head would lay. I must have figured that Alex had gone downstairs or something and that I had more time, but did not see Alex come to her doorway and pause and watch as I explored her bedroom.
Then I heard a small peep and immediately rose towards the door to see Alexis. My heart skipped a beat when I saw Alexis. Good God she looked more sexy than ever wearing the smallest pair of black panties I had ever seen, barely large enough to cover her young sex. And the small black bra didn’t do her justice either. Her hair was disheveled and lay gently over her right shoulder. Immediately images of her young body nude flashed through my mind and I looked away in guilt. She walked over towards me and I watched her walk. Her young legs and her nice firm tummy.
“What are you doing Dad?” she asked as she sat down beside me curling one thin leg underneath the other.
I sucked in a quick breath before replying, “ I couldn’t sleep. I thought I’d come in to check on you.”
“Oh.” she said plainly breaking my gaze and I realized that I had openly been admiring her young body. I decided it best that I apologize now while I had the chance.
“I’m sorry about today sweetheart. I’m not exactly sure what came over me.” I adjusted myself to try to conceal my now growing cock hoping she wouldn’t notice. Luckily she didn’t notice my erection.
“I am,” she said looking down almost in shame. I looked at her nervously; her big hazel eyes gazed up at me.
“You do?” I questioned. I realized she had gotten closer to me in the past few minutes and stood only about 6 inches away now. I could literally feel the heat of her young body against my skin.
“Yes.” She said quietly looking at me. “You were obviously uncomfortable around me.”
Relief swept over me at first and then sadness as I realized she must think I don’t enjoy her company. “Sweetheart yes I was, but not for the reason you might think.” I tried to explain.
“It’s okay Dad. It’s not like we see each other all that often. I can see how you felt weird lifting weights with me.” She replied.