My name is Jon. I am 21 years old and live with my Mom. She is on disability due to depression. My Father had left years ago due to her depression so it has just been us two for awhile.
It was a Saturday morning. I was drinking some coffee when Mom came down the steps. She is a larger woman. Her long brown hair was pulled back in a pony tail. She had a tank top on that clung to her large breasts and swelled around her belly. Her shorts were not too long and showed her meaty legs. At 45 I still thought she was beautiful.
As I grew up I wrestled with my sexuality. I like men and woman and transgender. I just loved sex. So when my fantasies started going towards Mom, I just went with it. I never thought something would actually happen.
"I have to go get the car checked out honey." She said collecting her keys. "I will be gone a little while."
"Ok Mom. I'm not doing anything today so I will be around." I said dragging my eyes up from her milky white cleavage.
She came over and kissed the top of my head. Giving me an eye full of bosom. I felt my cock spring to life. I never new if she knew I was checking her out. She continued on and left.
I finished my coffee and went to shower. A while back I was snooping in my Mom's room and found a suction cup dildo. I grabbed that and went into the bathroom. As I stripped I looked at my body in the mirror. I am naturally hairless with just peach fuzz around my cock. I have always been slender and my hips flare out. Even my butt is nice and round. I have a guy friend that loves to spank it. As I look at my ass I shake it and watch it bounce. My cock is semi hard. I turn on the shower and step in.
As I wash I dream about bending over and feeling someone's hands grabbing me. I bring the dildo up and begin to slowly suck on it. Feeling my mouth open up and imagining it being the real thing. I leaned back against the wall pushing and bobbing my head to take the fake cock in.
I soon place the suction cup on our shower bench. I prop my leg up and squirt some lube on my fingers. Massaging it into my boy pussy. I feel the warmth spread from my balls to my stomach. I lube the six inch dildo. It's about an inch in diameter. I turn around and start to lower myself. Feeling the tip press into me. My hole resists at first then opens up. I feel my cock spasm when the dildo went in. I had my hands on the bench lowering myself down. A tight cramp hit my lower stomach. I raised up and let it pass. Then I lowered more. A deep moan escaped me as I begin to rise and fall on it. My cock swaying. I could feel my precum oozing out. Everytime I would lower down on it i felt a pressure. Almost like needing to pee.
I pressed my back against the wall and began to go faster. Hearing the slurping sounds as my ass clung to the dildo. I started to move my hand up and down my shaft. As I rose off I would press back with my hand, and sit back down lower with an upward pull. My ass felt so full with the fake cock. I brought my hand up and sucked my precum off my fingers.
I don't know how long I was riding the dildo lost in my thoughts but I heard the door crack open and my Mom's voice.
"Hey Jon I'm home." I froze in mid air feeling such amazing pleasure. Our shower has a glass door and I wasn't sure if she could see me.
"Ok Mom." I called out. The door closed and I stood up. Crap I thought how was going to replace her dildo now. I quickly washed off and willed my cock to soften. I was going to have a case of blue balls for sure. I grabbed my towel and stashed the toy under the sink. I would have to get it after later.
As I stepped into the hallway Mom was right there. Her cheeks were flushed. "Oh sorry Mom." I passed and went into my room. I heard the bathroom door shut.
I got dressed and tried to come up with a plan. When I finally made it back into the bathroom I found the dildo gone. Oh fuck Mom found it. I felt my stomach drop.
I went down stairs and Mom was sitting at the table painting her nails. A drink at her side. I noticed the bottle of vodka on the counter.
"A little early don't you think Mom?" I asked. All my problems aside her and I have talked about her drinking. I usually turn a blind eye as long as she doesn't drive.
"Oh Jon I just I wanted a drink." She said looking up at me. "Any way we need to talk so go fix yourself one and sit next to mommy."
I caught her use of "mommy" and wondered what was going on. I mixed orange juice and vodka and sat down.
"So I found my toy in the bathroom just now. Anything you want to tell me?" She said with out looking up. I saw she was painting her nails a dark red. "Ummm... Well... I am sorry about that mom." I stammered. I took a drink and tried to be bold. "I just like the way it feels and I have never bought my own."
She sat back and waved her hand to dry thr polish. She picked up her electronic cigarette and took a big hit. Blowing a cherry scented cloud of smoke out I waited for her to blow up.
"So are you gay?" She asked.
"No Mom! It's just that I like men too and being girly." The vodka was really hitting my head. I couldn't believe I just admitted this to my mom. She was silent looking at the ceiling. I couldn't help but admire her breasts. They were barely restrained in her shirt. Damn I was horny and my balls ached.
"Ok honey thank you for being honest with me. I'm not ashamed so don't worry about that and I know how much you have given up to live with me. I really do appreciate it. What happens in this house is our business and no one else's." She said this looking right at me. I only nodded my head and drank the rest of my drink. Thankful she wasn't mad.
"One last question I guess. Did you like knowing it was my toy or was it just a random sex toy to you?" I blushed and got up to make another drink. My head was getting fuzzy already. I knew it was going to be a crazy day.
