It happened a few weeks after my eighteenth birthday when I was still at home doing my A levels. That Saturday Mum was taking Gemma to London to play in the National Youth Orchestra and Daddy had a golf tournament so I had all day to myself to play. I had breakfast in my nightie and robe and saw them all off then began to put my plan into operation.
Stage One had begun the previous Sunday morning when I had said that I needed to study so had stayed home when the family went to church. Alone in the house I had filled a washing up bowl with water and taped into it my handcuff key and the keys to my two padlocks. The whole thing then went into the very bottom of the big freezer in the garage where I knew no-one would look.
Still in my night things I went through the connecting door to the garage and carried the heavy bowl containing its block of solid ice into the kitchen. It had been freezing for six days so was now very well hardened and would take a long time to thaw. Then I dashed up to my room and brought the plastic carrier bag from the bottom of my wardrobe. Back in the kitchen I tipped the bag out onto the floor and began to go through my equipment. The lengths of clothesline went back into the bag and I realised I had forgotten one item so I went to the airing cupboard for a spare pillowcase which I soaked under the cold tap in the kitchen sink.
Now I was ready so I stripped off my gown and nightshirt and threw them carelessly out into the hall before sitting naked on the kitchen floor with my bondage kit around me. Of course there was no-one to see my nakedness but it somehow feels right for a girl in punishment to be humiliatingly exposed. We are taught from an early age to keep ourselves covered and most women, even when alone, will wear something so being naked definitely added to the zing of this experience.
Firstly I tied the scarf gag very tightly at the back of my head so that it was forced into my mouth and uncomfortably distorting the shape of my face. Next, sitting up and leaning forward, I looped a length of chain around the pipe to the radiator and padlocked each end around an ankle. My pussy was tingling now and it would have been nice to put a hand down there to relieve the tension but part of the fun is having that ache between my legs and being able to do nothing about it. Now the wet pillowcase went over my head robbing me of sight and making me feel wet and uncomfortable as the soaking fabric stuck to my face and hair. I felt on the plastic mat beside me for the cold handcuffs and put my hands behind my back. Once the last bracelet clicked into place I would have no choice but to just wait here for the ice to thaw around the keys. Thawing ice is an inexact method of timing but I knew from experience that I would be going nowhere for at least two hours.
That itch between my legs was really annoying and if I had been on my belly I might have been grinding my pubis into the floor but there was not enough slack in the chain around my ankles to let me turn over. I found a position as comfortable as I could on my side and tried to squeeze my thighs together around that fleshy mass of nerve endings between my legs. I was breathing heavily inside my pillow case hood. The hood was not secured at the neck so plenty of oxygen could find its way inside but it was still quite awkward and unpleasant to have wet fabric clinging around my nose and mouth.
The plastic bowl containing the keys was beside me and later on I would be able to manoeuvre myself into a position where I was sitting with my back to the bowl so that my manacled hands could reach into the water and withdraw the keys. But that would not happen for a very long time. I shifted my position and could feel the bowl against my left thigh; through the plastic bowl I could feel that the ice was as hard as granite so it seemed that thawing had not even begun.
It was deliciously humiliating and shaming to have to lay here on the floor like a dog with my cheek resting on the mat and I was imagining the sight which would confront anyone standing in the hallway. The kitchen door was open and my night things would be on the hall carpet as if I had been stripped before being forced into the kitchen to suffer my punishment. I pondered what my fictitious captors would do to me when they returned; whatever it was I would be helpless to resist. I guessed that I would be able to unlock myself around 10.30am and I would have the house to myself till around 6pm at the earliest when Daddy was due back so I began to think about what punishments I could inflict upon myself once I was free of my present predicament. Of course lunch did not figure in my plans as little Julie had been sentenced to a whole day of going hungry. Girls who are so depraved as to need chaining up are not given hot meals. Perhaps if I was very good I might be allowed to lap up a bowl of cold soup on the concrete garage floor.
Then I heard the car! For a moment I tried to believe that it was just a car in the road but I knew that was silly. The car was in the drive and I know the sound of Daddy's car. But he was in Winchester. I was now in a total panic trying to pull my hands out of the handcuffs but all that achieved was hurting my wrists. I heard his key in the door and I heard him shut the front door behind him. There were a few footsteps on the hall carpet then a horrible silence while I just knew my Daddy was standing in the kitchen doorway. Daddy is very bright so he didn't waste time thinking about burglars or rapists; he saw the keys frozen in the ice beside me and he knew exactly what was happening.
Suddenly I was blinking in the light as he whipped the pillow case from my head. I felt some sort of greeting was called for but all I could manage was "Argarg." He crouched down shaking his head.
"What on earth will your mum say when she hears?"
Now you need to understand that my mum has a fit of the vapours if I just run from the bathroom to my room without my bra. It is almost impossible to imagine how she would react to the scene at which Daddy was now looking. She would totally flip; she would get me into counselling or have me put away.
I was furiously shaking my head and trying to tell Daddy all the reasons why Mum must not know about this but it is hard to make a case when all you can say is "MMMffff,,,aag argg."
Daddy had lifted the bowl into the sink and turned on the hot tap and he was still speaking.
"And then there is Gemma. What would she make of it? She's bound to find out."
In my mind I was begging him to take off my gag and I was also burning with embarrassment that my dad had an unrestricted view of my boobs and my dark fuzzbush. I couldn't pull my knees up under my chin to hide anything as my ankles were still chained to the radiator and I was very afraid that my pubic hair was glistening with moisture due to the sexual state in which I had been just a moment ago.
He crouched down again and very carefully untied my gag then eased it out of my mouth.
"Daddy PLEASE don't tell Mummy. She'd go absolutely ape. You know she would."
His face was grave.
"I don't see how I could keep it a secret. She's your mum."
"But you CAN'T tell her. It was only this once. I ...wanted to see what it felt like."