Chapter 10βWho's in Charge?
I had spanked Brandi again last night. I couldn't believe it. And without her panties on. What's wrong with me? And I really enjoyed it. And then I watched Brandi masturbate, again, and I didn't stop her! Oh my god! This was insane. I was insane. And now, all I wanted to see was that gorgeous ass laid out in front of me. Only this time I wanted to fuck her.
I had lost the battle. Brandi now had firm control of the narrative, and I was at her mercy. She knew it, and I knew it. I had the sinking feeling that I no longer had control of the events in my lifeβthat I couldn't muster the courage, the fortitude, the will power to say no to her. She was going to get her way; she was going to get me to fuck her. And there wasn't a thing I could do about it.
Brandi came down for breakfast around 10. I had made scrambled eggs and bacon, and she was starving.
"Brandi. Should we talk about last night?"
"What is there to talk about?" She looked despondent.
"I don't know, Brandi. We said some things to each other. And I saw you. . ." I couldn't finish the sentence.
"Sam, I really don't want to talk about it."
"Why not?"
"Because."
"Because why?"
"I just don't. Okay? I'm going out tonight with Stephanie and Veronica. Just the three of us."
"Okay. Where are you going? When are you coming back?"
"We're going to the mall and then maybe a movie. I don't know. Around 10. Can I have some money?"
"Oh, man. You and the money thing. This is getting to be a pattern. I spank you and you ask for money."
"Please, Sam?" She came over to me and put her arms around me and whispered in my ear, "I could buy some panties at Victoria's Secret and wear them for you tonight." She pushed my hand down around her ass. "I know you like to look at me."
"Brandi." I whispered back in her ear, smelling her perfumed hair.
She whispered again, "I want you to do more than just look at me or spank me. I know you saw me masturbate the first time when my door was open. And now you saw me again last night. You know what I want." Brandi was rubbing my crotch. I couldn't believe how forward she had become! This was not the Brandi I knew just a few short weeks ago! I didn't say anything. I just kept nuzzling her hair, feeling my dick get harder and harder against her.
"I want you to touch me." She continued. "Like I said last night, I saw you and mom fucking a couple weeks ago. I want you to do that to me. To fuck me hard and rough. I want you to teach me." She licked my ear lobe.
I could barely move. I was paralyzed. One part of me wanted to throw her down on the floor right there. And another part of me kept saying don't do it.
"Are you a virgin, Brandi?" I whispered.
"For now." And with that she pushed away from me.
"So, can I have some money, Sam, please? Pretty please?"
I gave her 50 bucks and out the door she went.
By the time she came home that evening, I was drinking.
Scotch. Glenmorange.
I had just started my third, and I was buzzing and listening to Jimmy Smith's "Midnight Special."
"Hi, Brandi. Welcome home."
"What are you drinking?"