When I woke it was still dark. I was confused until I remembered I was in Rene's bed and not in my own. The previous day's events lead to an avalanche of thoughts as I tried to go back to sleep. Rene stirred pressing his butt against my thigh. Reaching down I laid my palm on his butt cheek and squeezed it softly. I heard him sigh, and then moan.
"What time is it?" Rene whispered in a very sleepy raspy voice.
"It's almost 4 am," I said.
Rene turned over and pressed into me. His face rested in the crook of my neck as his body surround mine. I heard his slow shallow breathing again as he drifted back to sleep. Feeling warm and cozy, my thoughts drifted to more pleasant sexual yearnings. I remembered how I felt with Ray. I loved the nervousness of being picked up by a stranger, unsure of his reaction regarding my secret, my hard clitty. I loved being treated like a girl. I loved how he respected that me, but took advantage of how vulnerable I was for his pleasure and ultimately mine. It was all so overwhelming and powerful, the force driving me to be a slut. It was that moment that I wanted screamed, "This is who I am, this who I wanted to be!"
I made a metal note to call Ray and arrange another date. Something about him reminded me of my father. They didn't really look alike, although their body type was similar. Ray's cock was a lot like my father's too. Maybe that was it. I loved Ray's cock. It was fat and hairy, with big balls like a bull. I loved his scent and the taste. It was too bad it was getting dark that night and we had to rush, I would have knelt between his thighs a lot longer savoring that amazing cock.
I felt myself feeling the first waves of arousal. Reaching down I squeezed myself, it felt so good. My clitty was leaking as I brought my finger to my lips to taste myself.
"Mmmmmm," I moaned.
I felt Rene grind his cock into my thigh.
I caressed Rene's cheek and whispered, "Shhhhhh, Rene, go back to sleep."
I needed more time alone. I hadn't had much time by myself or in my own thoughts for a while. Everything had been a blur. Life was moving too fast.
Remembering Ray's cock, I began to fantasize about my father. I was brought back to that day in the bathroom. What if I didn't run? Did he know I was bisexual? He had seen Rene and I together many times. He knew how close we were, how physically and intimately close we were. Recently he caught us sucking each others cocks. He never said anything, but I wondered what he thought as he watched us before walking away. Maybe that's why he didn't hide his cock when I caught him masturbating. I wished I would have stayed and watched. Maybe he desired me, maybe he wanted me to suck his cock, maybe he wanted to fuck me. I was hard and my cock was wet. Rene's cock was still pressed against my thigh as I pushed back into it.
I heard him moan softly, "Mmmmmmm."
"Rene...Rene, are you awake?
"Yeah, now I am. Why?"
"Oh my mind was wandering and wondering," I said.
Rene raised his head and looked at me. He leaned in and kissed me softly on the lips. Rene's full lips felt amazing, his tongue licked at mine and then parted them as his cock pressed against my thigh. I felt the wetness oozing from him, making his cock and my thigh a slippery mess.
"I love feeling you oozing against me, then I know you want me Rene." I whispered.
Rene sat up and straddled my chest, quickly throwing his leg over me resting his long cock at my lips. He grabbed the beds head board and thrust his cock into my open mouth.
"Yeah, I want you Sara, I want my cock in your sweet mouth before I take your pussy." Rene gasped as he grabbed me by the hair and began face fucking me.
All I could utter was a moan as Rene buried his cock down my throat. I closed my eyes and kept telling myself to breathe through my nose, Rene's onslaught was intense, his trusting was relentless. I felt his cock head swell as he pulled out and rolled off me. I lay there gasping for air.
"What he fuck Rene? I almost passed out, What's gotten into you?" I asked.
Rene didn't answer, he climbed between my thighs and threw my legs over his shoulders. I needed a good fuck and Rene was poised to penetrate me with a new level of passion. For the first time I was nervous, wishing he would be loving, gentle, but I was too sexually needy to refuse him now..
Rene spit on his already wet cock and plunged it into me. His cock stretched me wide open. My pussy was burning as he thrust into me, thrusting in and out. Rene's long cock fucked me relentlessly. My pussy clenched around him uncontrollably as I lost all control over how my body responded to his fucking. Rene took me as his bitch. He claimed me. In that moment I was his.
I woke up in what seemed like hours later, it was afternoon and I was alone. My ass was sore, as was my jaw. I felt used. For the first time ever I began to understand what being taken and used really was. All those other experiences seemed like games.
"Rene?" I called out.
Rene stepped into the doorway and leaned against the wall. He was dressed in panties and a t-shirt.
"Did I hurt you" he asked.
Tears were running down my face as I nodded he had. Rene slowly approached the bed and sat down facing me.