My name is Mike Rogers and I stand at six feet tall. I am in decent shape, but avoid gyms or any place where others will have a chance to mock me. Women love looking into my hazel eyes and running their fingers across my brown hair, but there is the part they don't love and the reason I avoid people altogether. I have a condition that doesn't yet have a name and doctors are perplexed by me. Everything else about me is normal, except for that one damned thing.
To say I'm large is an understatement. I have a twelve inch dick when I'm hard and the girth is the size of my fist. There are no shortage of guys that want me to pull it out as a party trick, which is why I avoid parties. Drunks and conditions like mine do not go together. I've studied up enough to know most guys wish they were bigger, but that's because they have no idea what having a monstrosity is really like.
Women say they want someone big, but I've yet to meet one that doesn't look at my size with fear. I'm only twenty-one, so maybe that will change, but I'm not holding my breath. Perhaps there wouldn't be the fear if it were just the length, but the girth is too much. I have yet to have myself all the way in any pussy, not even close, and even a quarter entry causes too much pain for them to take.
They just don't make clothes for men like me and wearing pants of any kind gets uncomfortable. No matter how loose the pants, there is no denying it is there. Fortunately for me, I have a good friend who understands the situation and appreciates solitude for his own reasons. He is a property developer and very talented at his job, which affords him the ability to own a few houses in very secluded locations.
He is paying me to watch one of them for him and I have the ability to walk around with as little clothing as I like. The cabin is completely secluded and the driveway is at least a quarter mile of winding road. The main road is hardly traveled and far enough away to keep me from hearing any sign of civilization. He has a cleaning lady that comes out once a week to deliver food and will never ask any questions about any mess left behind. She does her job and leaves, while I make myself invisible to her.
Most people would hate living like this, especially the part without internet access, but I enjoy everything about the cabin. I don't mind having to drive ten miles to get to the small town, which is where I can get a cell phone signal and check my messages. I go into town about twice a month to prevent problems with my car and check my messages, but for no other reason.
There are times when I get a little lonely, but that is easily rectified by losing myself in one of his many books. The cabin has the basics, water, power, temperature control, but very little else of the civilized world. The only thing I can see outside is trees and a lot of them. I love walking around the deck with nothing on and staring past the screens to the forest beyond.
I am just cracking open a book when I hear the sound of a car moving towards the cabin. Has it been a week already? Can't be her. She was just here a couple of days ago. I look out the window and have to wait for the car to get close enough to determine who is interrupting my day. I see my sister's car pull into view and park next to mine. Did she tell me she was visiting? I don't think so, but maybe she left a message. If that's the case, I have no way of knowing. Not that it matters, since I can't turn her away.
I start to walk towards the door to greet her and catch myself. I can't open the door in my state. I throw on a robe and reach the door just as she starts to knock. Upon opening the door, I see excitement in her hazel eyes, which is the only feature she got from my father. Her bronze skin and black hair comes from my mother.
She is wearing a white dress I have never seen before. The fact is, she hates dresses and I have no idea what she is wearing one now. It hangs just past her knees and I find the white of the fabric pressed against her bronze skin to be delightful. Her hazel eyes are sparkling in the light and she is the one I have missed, while in this self-imposed isolation.
Her eyes glance down as I ask, "What are you doing here, Anna?"
There's been this kind of tension between us for years and I stopped getting uncomfortable with her eyes on my manhood a long time ago. At first it was weird to know my sister wants to peak at me, but I have adjusted and no longer think anything of it. The truth of the matter is, I enjoy the attention and she is the other reason I want to be away. I know the tension has been building and the dam was very close to bursting when I left home to move to this cabin. It's just my luck that the one woman that does not look at my size with any kind of fear happens to be my sister.
Her eyes move to mine as she says, "Taking you up on your offer."
I have no idea what she's talking about. I don't recall making an offer to her or anyone else. Granted, our calls get a little carried away, but I think I would have remembered something about what she's talking about.
I shake my head a little as I ask, "What offer?"
She scowls at me as she says, "When you told me about this place, you said I should come out and visit. Well, Mark, here I am. You're right. It is really beautiful here."
I was just being polite when I told her, but I can't tell my sister to leave now. It isn't an easy drive by any means and it plays hell on the body. The roads have more holes than road and getting jostled comes with the territory. Seclusion has a price I am willing to pay.
I smile as I let her in and say, "You should have called."
She doesn't look back as she says, "I did. I left a message three weeks ago. You really don't get out much do you?"
I close the door and follow behind her as I say, "No and I like it that way."
She sits and looks up at me with a warm smile and says, "It's not healthy to be alone. You need company. That's why I'm here."
I recognize that look and say, "Thanks. Now what's the real reason, Anna?"
Her smile widens a little as she says, "I was never good at keeping things from you. I can't stand it anymore. I'm nineteen and they still treat me like a little girl. I had to get out. I packed up my things and here I am."
I smirk slightly as I said, "You never called. Did you?"
She gets a defensive look on her bronze face and says, "Sure I did, Mark. About an hour ago. I got into town and tried to reach you to get directions. GPS isn't worth a damn out here. I reached your voice mail and left you a message, but knew it wouldn't do any good. Kind of surprised nobody in town knows who you are. You really need to get out more."
I shake my head hard as I say, "No, I don't."