(Inspired by Petey)
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For the last three years, ever since Grandad died, I've been going around to Grandma's after school, two or three times a week. She makes me dinner, and then I keep her company 'till about nine or ten o'clock, when I get the bus home. Now, this went on quite innocently until one Tuesday evening about four months ago.
We had had something to eat, and I was watching TV, whilst Grandma read a book in her favourite easy chair. All of a sudden, without any notice, the pearl necklace that she was wearing broke, scattering all the tiny cream pearls about the carpet and chair.
Grandma went to get up and gather them, until I told her to stay seated and leave it to me; the less movement she made, the easier it would be to find them all. I had soon collected all those that had been on the floor, whilst Grandma picked up those around her. As I handed the pile to her, Grandma told me she could feel some of them underneath her. I knelt down next to her feet, and began to tentatively feel around where she was sitting. Just as I felt one of the little buggers, it fell free of my grasp. In my frantic effort to retrieve it, I let my right hand fall to rest high up on Grandma's lap. That's when I felt it. That's when my whole life changed forever. Resting beneath my hand, and beneath Grandma's heavy, knee length, check tweed skirt, was the unmistakable form of a garter belt strap.
Now, I don't know about you, but I associate garter belts with stockings. And I associate stockings with sex. And women who wear stockings are sexy. That was a feeling I can honestly say I had never had about Grandma before. Until that moment, that is.
Let me describe Grandma to you. I know she is 55 years old, because the whole family held a big party for her five years ago. She has short, blonde hair fashioned in a kind of bob. Her face is round, and she has bright blue eyes and full lips. Although I've never seen them, I can tell that she has enormous jugs. And, even though she is a bit big around the waist and hips, she doesn't look fat because she is quite tall for a woman. I've also never seen above her knees, but now that I knew she wore stockings, I was determined to change that.
I spent the rest of that night with an embarrassing hard on, trying to get surreptitious glimpses up her skirt, but to no avail. But every time I called round from that night onwards, I did my utmost to get a look or a feel. I fantasised about being seduced by my Grandma. I dreamt about stripping her to her lingerie and fucking her senseless. These thoughts took up my whole day. When I visited, I made sure I always got into a position that would allow me to touch her hips and feel the magic underwear that held up her hosiery.
But then, one night last November, I went too far. It was a warm evening, summer in my part of the world, and I thought Grandma looked very attractive in a sleeveless blue, dress. Looking at her more closely these days, I observed that her arms were in no way flabby, the way some old peoples' arms go. I wanted to touch them. Then, unbelievably, my chance came. We had been talking about Grandad for some time, when grandma surprised me and said that she missed him not only for the way he made her laugh, but in the way he made her feel like a woman. As she got up from her chair and went into the kitchen, she said that she was even thinking of going to a singles bar to meet some 'gentlemen'. I immediately got up and followed her. I felt that she was giving me the 'come on'. Maybe she had sensed, particularly with the amount of 'accidental' touching up I had been giving her, that I wanted her.
When I entered the kitchen, Grandma was standing with her back to me wiping some cups. She continued to talk about how Grandad was still a virile man right up to his death, and that she missed the physical side to her marriage. She was really giving me the green light, I thought. So, I plucked up courage and stood right behind her and grasped her bare arms. As I told Grandma that singles bars could be dangerous places, and who knows what she might catch, I allowed my hands to caress her soft, warm skin. Grandma laughed gently, and thanked me for my concern, but that her mind was made up. I could hold back no longer. Roughly, I turned Grandma around to face me, and pushed her back against the wall. Holding her upper arms tightly in my hands, I heard myself tell her that I could look after her and service all her needs.
Grandma's initial smile faded, as I moved in closer and the bulge in my trousers stuck into her waist. When she looked down and saw how aroused her grandson was, her face turned ashen.
'You're hurting me, Petey', she said firmly.
I bent my head down to kiss her.
'Petey, no. No', Grandma continued as I increased my effort to take her.
It was the slap across my face that brought me to my senses, and I let go of her arms, watching the redness fade from where I had gripped them
'I think you'd better leave.' Grandma said, quietly.
'What shall I say to Mum about me being home so early?' I enquired, pathetically.
'That's your problem,' Grandma hissed, getting angrier by the second. 'Just get out of my sight.'
On the bus home I wondered what would become of my life now.
That night when I got home, I told Mum that I had had a headache and that was why I was home early. I could make up excuses for not going around for the next few weeks by telling Mum I had too much homework. I spent the next few days shitting myself in case Grandma phoned Mum to tell her that I had tried to seduce her. My heart sank when I got in from school the following Thursday, to be told by Mum that Grandma had been on the phone a little earlier. I was very defensive as I tried to figure Mum's expression to see if it told me anything.
'You've been a bad boy.' Mum said.