Pregnant.
Daddy made me pregnant. What am I going to do? I'm still in college! I can't have a baby! Much less one from my dad.
But thinking of that makes me warm. I wrap my arms around my flat tummy. Daddy put a seed in me.
I glance at my clock and frown. My dad will already have left for work. I wonder if I should tell him about the baby. Should I tell him that our son from the future showed up at our door last night?
I sit up, suddenly. My son said he'd return today. I look down at my flimsy nightgown. I can't see him like this!
I quickly get in the shower. I think of my son. He was so cute! A lot like my dad. I swallow. Our dad. I rest my head against the cold shower tiles. So, we're half-siblings? That is so twisted.
"Mom?" I hear a deep voice call from outside my bathroom.
Holy shit! He's here already? "Um, just a second!"
I hurry up and get out of the shower. I reach for a towel, but there aren't any clean ones. Oh great.
Swallowing, I pull the bathroom door open a crack, so I can peek out. I see dark, curly hair and then, one dark brown eye peers back at me. He smiles. "Hey mom."
"Listen, umm..."
"Seth," he says.
Oh, I've always loved that name! "Seth, can you do me a favor?"
"Sure. What's up?" He's so comfortable and I'm completely nervous.
"Get me a towel out of my dad's bathroom?"
His eyes narrow and drop to the middle of the door, then back. "Sure."
He turns. Suddenly, I remember my dress and panties that are probably still strewn across my dad's floor from yesterday. "Wait!" I cry.
He looks back.
"You'll actually have to get one from the laundry room, I think."
He watches me curiously for a second. "Okay."
I wait anxiously for his return. This is not turning out very well. How did he get in the house?
A few minutes later, he returns with a fluffy white towel. I quickly pull it through the crack in the door. "Okay, now can you wait outside my room?"
He hesitates. "Sure, mom."
Jeeze. Shouldn't he know not to come inside a girl's room without asking? But then, I guess he'd be comfortable enough, as I'm his mother and all.
So weird.
I dress quickly in a black tee shirt and grey shorts and pull open the door. Seth is waiting in the hallway. His cheeks are kind of red.
Why the hell is he blushing? A suspicious thought crosses my mind and I look back at my door's keyhole. He wouldn't. Would he? When I look, Seth is staring back at me, smiling pleasantly.
No. That was crazy. Of course he wouldn't spy on his own mother through a keyhole.
He chuckles. "Hi mom."
I shake my head in wonder. "Hi, um, son."
He laughs. "You're so different here."
"What do you mean? How?"
"Well, for one thing, in the future, you're not nervous around me."
He noticed. "Sorry! I'm just a little stunned, you know?"
"Sure. I get it."
"Look, I'm starving. Have you eaten?" I head for the stairs and he follows.
"Of course. You made me breakfast."
"I did? That was nice of me. What are you still doing living at home? You said you were twenty-one?"
"Ouch, mom. I'm a law student. I'm home for the summer." Law. Just like his daddy.
"Really? I'm a student, too."
"Right. Physics."
Of course. He knows all about me. It makes me feel warm inside. It's nice to know that I'll be loved by my son in the future.
We go to the kitchen and I get a bowl of cereal. "So what do I end up doing after college?" I ask him.
He frowns, thoughtfully. It's cute. "I don't think I should tell you about your future."
I scoff. "You already did! Just by telling me who you are!"
He grins sheepishly. "Oh."
I nod, happy to have made a point. But I don't press him further.
He watches me eat and I try not to notice. Finally, I can't stand it. "Why are you staring at me?" I ask, glaring at him.
Surprise enters his eyes followed by a flash of something dark. "You're just different. I mean, I've always thought you were beautiful, mom, but right now you're just... really cute." His eyes go wide and he buries his face in his hands. "I can't believe I just said that."
I can't either. But it was nice. I know he's my future son, but I don't know him. It just feels like a compliment from a stranger. A handsome, slightly older man. "It's okay."
"Really?" he asks hopefully. "You don't think I'm disgusting?"
"No way. I think you're cute, too." I tell him honestly. And how can I judge him, considering my feelings for daddy?
His eyes darken again and his jaw muscles flex.
I finish my breakfast and clean up. Seth trails me around the kitchen. I feel like grinning. He must be a mama's boy.
Suddenly, he forces me against the counter and crushes his mouth onto mine.
My eyes fly open and I struggle to push him away. His mouth is new, but also oddly familiar.
His hands gripping my sides feel a lot like my daddy's hands. His eyes are dark like daddy's but unsure, somehow innocent.
I push against him, more gently now, and he releases me.
"What the hell?" I ask mildly.
His head drops to rest on my shoulder. Shame comes off of him in waves. "Oh God mom, I'm so sorry."
He's older than me, so why's he acting like a kid? "I'm not mad," I tell him gently.
He lifts his head so he can look down at me, his eyes a little crazed, a lot hopeful. "Mom."
I swallow. Damn it. He wants me. "What's going on with you?"
He bends a bit, resting his forehead against the top of my head. He seems so comfortable, I have to assume he does this all the time in the future. "Oh, God mom," he says gruffly. "I love you so much."
That is so strange. But really nice and fuzzy, too. "Okay..." I can't really tell him I love him in return, though, can I? I don't know him.
"I've wanted you for so long."
I swallow, hard. A confession from my son. "Do I know this? In the future?"
He turns his head from me and I gaze up at his red cheeks. "I tried to tell you, but you didn't want to hear it."
Something tender breaks in my heart. I know how he feels. Daddy didn't consider me until I went back in time and let him fuck my brains out. Three times.
And here is the exact situation in reverse. I can pay it forward, in a way. I could take this man into my bed and force my future self to see him sexually. I could send a few naughty visions directly to my forty-one-year-old self. Surely the old girl needs some excitement.
I shake my head harshly. What the hell am I thinking? I have daddy!
Yet, I feel Seth's pain. "Are you a virgin?" I ask. The question is ridiculous. He's a tall, muscular, handsome, twenty-one-year-old in college. Of course he's gotten laid a hundred times.