I lay on my bed staring blankly up at the ceiling. It was a boring Friday evening after a week of monotonous grocery store work, which kept my single Mom a little less worried about my uncertain future.
My Mom's worries were nothing compared to the worries I had about my love life. Being 19 and a virgin in a sex crazed world does nothing for a man's self esteem.
My Mom was the closest thing I had to a constant female connection. I had tried dating girls before, no relationships were ever fruitful or even long lasting. Mom's only relationship had lasted 3 years, from which I came. The man I had never met and we never talked of him. They never got married either.
So once again, I was alone on a Friday evening, except for my Mom. She called me to dinner and we sat down at the table as we had done ever since I could sit for myself.
As I sat opposite her, I couldn't help think, as I often do, that my mother was an undoubtedly sexually attractive woman, even to me. Her brunette hair was flat, straight and fell just past her shoulders like a foxy young woman's would who spent hours concentrating on getting it looking good. Her eyes were magnetizing. They were green and bright. A lot of people I saw talk to my mother would stare deeply into her eyes, like I often did inadvertently. She was slim and made sure her figure was always trim. She wore fashionable clothes whenever I saw her and she looked great, even her pajamas had an eye catching sexuality to them.
Dinner was finished and I joined her in the living roof for some television. We both sat on the sofa with a space between us. After a few minutes of an unentertaining current affairs program, she switched the TV off and turned around to face me. I was surprised and asked her what she was up to.
"There's something I want to talk to you about, darling" she said.
"Sure Mom, what's up?" I returned.
"Well, I'm just innocently wondering, how's your sex life?" she said, comfortably.
"No luck yet.." I said, surprised that she'd ask such a thing.
"I hope you don't think I'm prying, I just don't get to communicate about sex with anyone else"
"That's okay, I don't either really" I confessed.
"Perhaps we should have a chat about it sometimes, if you'd feel comfortable" she offered.
"Yeah sure I'd feel comfortable, it's just I don't have much to share" I said, a little depressingly.
"Oh honey, we don't have to talk about experiences" she said consolingly.
"What else is there to talk about?" I asked her.
"Plenty. We could just talk about the whole idea of it" she said excitedly, as if she was trying to convince me.
"Sure, I like sex. I mean talking about it." I said, blushing.
"Wonderful" she concluded, switching the TV back on.
"I'm going to my room" I stammered.
"Sure"
I rose and left the room with my mind in a whirl. What was Mom trying to discuss sex with me for? I went to my bedroom and lay on my bed trying to work out an answer. Then it came to me. Mom and sex. She was a beautiful woman, I was a virgin. The wonderful concept had been brewing within my sordid mind for years and this was a breakthrough.
I imagined my Mom sauntering around the house in just her panties. Her perfect tits slightly bouncing with every step she took. She'd walk over to me and kiss me passionately on the lips and with her hand she'd reach down and rub the palm of her hand up and down against my pants, with my huge erection twitching away underneath the layers of fabric.
My eyes flashed open as I heard the object of my fantasy walking down the hall. I looked out my bedroom door and saw her walk past wearing a bra and jeans. She was going to have a shower.
I was already aroused from my vivid fantasizing and although it was just a bra, it was less than I usually see her wearing. I was hot and horny! I sprang off my bed and tiptoed down the hall to the bathroom door. "My Mom would be getting naked right now!" I thought. I couldn't help myself. I got down on all fours and placed my ear on the carpet so my eyes could see through the bottom of the door. All I could see were her sexy feet getting into the shower. Disappointedly, I got back up and leaned against the door frame. I went back to lying on my bed and continued my fantasizing.
A few minutes later I heard her turn the water off. I got back up, hoping for a better view of my Mom. I knew it was pointless but my excited frame of mind clouded my judgement and I resumed my position outside the bathroom door. At first, all I saw were her feet. Wanting more, I stayed there looking through the bottom of the door. She was in front of the mirror for a few minutes.
Soon, a ripple of ecstasy rushed through me as my mom bent down to wipe up some excess water. I could see her beautiful vagina. It was clean shaved and perfect. I saw her pussy lips, I saw her clit, I saw everything. Soon after bending down, she got back up and so did I. I jumped up and wiped the sweat from my forehead. My heart was pounding in my chest and the same pounding was at my crotch, only much more enjoyable. I was rock hard at that moment and my pants were sticking wildly out like my erection was a tent support.
I soon heard the sound of clothes sliding over smooth skin and I raced back to my bed. She emerged wearing a silk gown over a pair of purple lace panties and bra. I thought she was going to her room or to watch TV, but she stopped at my room and looked in. I looked back at her and for a few seconds, we just stared at each other. For a few more seconds, her eyes were directed towards the crotch of my pants, which was obviously straining to keep something down inside. I sprang up so I was sitting to try and disguise the monstrous bulge in my pants, caused by the same woman who was staring. At least she didn't know that.
She slowly walked into my room and sat down on my bed.
"Now would be a good time to have a nice chat about sex, seeing you're so excited" Mom said, boldly.