Editor's note: this story contains scenes of non-consensual or reluctant sex.
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Chapter 1
Alex
Why do people not realize that at 5 minutes before the restaurant closes, that the employees are just trying to finish the cleaning so they can go home? Almost every night this week, some asshole ordered right before close. I loaded the pizza into an insulated bag, and went to my car.
"At least he's close, hope he tips" I said to myself as I started my gray Toyota.
I found the address and walked up to the door. At least he left a porch light on. I knocked and waited. I knocked a second time. I could hear footsteps approaching the door. It opened to reveal a man in his mid 40's. He had salt and pepper hair, was quite dapper for a man old enough to be my father. The fact he answered the door shirtless on a cold rainy night didn't escape my eyes either.
I handed him the credit card slip to sign and thought I could hear moaning inside. Sounded like a feminine man in mild pain. The man handed back the paper, and I handed him his pizza and wings.
"Do you work close a lot?" He asked.
"Yeah, 5 nights a week." I answered. I turned to leave.
"Wait! Your tip!" He announced.
I turned back.
"Amber! Bring me my wallet!" The man yelled over his shoulder.
A few seconds later a near naked, hairless man with b cup sized tits brought his wallet. I couldn't help but stare at what must have been a slave. He wore collar and cuffs on all four limbs.
The man handed me a $20 and a business card. I glanced at it. It had a hand written number on the back.
"Call me when you are ready." He said as he glanced at Amber then back at me. I couldn't help it. I smiled.
"Uh okay." I smiled wider and nodded. I walked through the rain quickly back to my car. I turned on the dome light and looked at the card.
" Master Jeremy Smith. Chattel dealer, Sadist, Transgender slave advocate. xxx-xxx-xxxx"
"Chattel dealer?" I whispered. to myself.
I turned off the dome light and drove back to the store. My mind was reeling during the drive back, while I did dishes and mopped, and after I got home.
That night I used my largest dildo on myself while in the shower and fought the urge to jerk my penis. I pictured myself in Amber's place. It was all I needed to reach a new place in my imagination. A strong and vivid scene. I was feeling my knees begin to lose strength as I pumped the fake cock into my greedy hole. Shivers ran up my spine. I came hard as hell onto the shower floor, with a limp cock.
After I dried off, I crawled into bed. I fell asleep instantly.
The next day all I could think about was 1228 NW Coyote st. and the man I met there. I thought about calling him the whole day. I was completely mesmerized by it. Everything in my being screamed to call him...surrender myself to a Master. The one thing I had fantasized about for years.
I wanted to be kept naked, I wanted to serve.
I needed to be fixed. I wasn't who I was supposed to be.
During that shift at work, I kept praying Master Jeremy called. I just wanted to visit one more time before I made a decision. I wanted to look into the house again. He didn't call for food.. My weekend arrived, and I spent most of my first evening off, using a dildo on myself while drinking beer and watching porn.
Around 6am I texted the cell number on the back of the card. Liquid courage, in the form of 12 beers, allowed me to write the following:
"I can't stop thinking about you. I want to be like Amber. How does this work?" As it was so early on a Sunday morning, I did not expect a response. I assumed too much.
"Come over, I will explain everything." He texted.
"Can't, been drinking. Can't drive" I replied.
"Take a cab, I will pay for it, as well as the ride home. What do you drink?"
This guy really liked me. I hadn't been laid, (other then by a toy operated by my own hand), in almost 2 years. My drunken mind tried to weigh the options. I wanted to go, even though red flags were popping up everywhere.
"American beer." I texted back.
"Call the cab now." He ordered.
"Yes Sir!" I typed into my phone.
"Good boy. See you soon."
I called the taxi and they said they would arrive in 10 minutes. I had no idea what to wear to impress this man. I settled quickly on tight jeans with no underwear, and a plain white t-shirt. I was putting my shoes on when the cab pulled up.
"Fuck, I didn't enema!" I thought.
During the ride over I began to feel fear. I regretted the text I had sent.
"Is this what I really want?" I thought to myself. "Too late, I'm here."
The taxi pulled up in front of the house. I knocked on the door and could hear Amber's bare feet come to the door. It didn't open until the cab pulled away. Amber answered the door near naked, collar and cuffs only.
The house was very well kept. I was lead through a dining room to the back of the house to a large, well furnished living room. Jeremy sat in a leather recliner. Amber pointed to a spot on a soft couch closest to the recliner. Amber set and ashtray and a beer on the end table between Jeremy and myself.
"You are a smoker are you not?" Jeremy asked as I opened the beer.
"Yes. You?"
"Yeah, bad habit, but just can't quit yet." Amber knelt between her Master's legs, tilted her head back and opened her mouth. Jeremy lit a smoke, and I did the same.
"I asked you here to answer any and all question you have. I would love to help you, but you need to be completely informed before you take a life altering step into slavery...or deeper still becoming the woman that is trapped inside of you." Jeremy said as he flipped an ash into Amber's eager mouth. Amber swallowed the ash and opened her mouth again.
I watched in awe. Amber seemed to accept the fact she was an ashtray, she wanted this. That was when I heard the feminine moan again. It was coming from upstairs. That was the same voice I had heard when I had delivered food a couple days ago. My eyes looked to the stairway. Jeremy noticed.