I find that writing about my dick sucking experiences & desire to be fucked quite freeing. This is how my journey.
I sneak into an ABS and discover booths. I go to the desk and get some quarters. Go back and start watching porn, soon I stand up and pull my pants down, sit down, and start slow stroking. A few minutes later this middle aged guy appears and says, "let me suck that for you". I'm young, horny, & rock hard; so I nod yes. He kneels and inhales my cock and stars doing stuff with his lips mouth & tongue that I never felt before. No hands, just his mouth. Next thing you know his hands slid up under my shirt and began to caress my nipples. I slump back, surrender, and release into his mouth. He never broke contact, pushed me back when I got over sensitive and sucked me until my cock went limp. Looked up at me, said thank you, and left. I was dazed & confused after my first blowjob.
Now you know I was back a few days later hoping for a blowjob. But this time, I paid more attention to my surroundings. I noticed I was the youngest guy in there, and most of these guys were looking me up and down. Some would stare at my crotch, look directly into my eyes, and smile. I didn't know what this meant.
i went into a booth, left the door cracked, pulled my pants down to my ankles, sat down and got to slow stroking. Sure enough, in a few minutes a guy popped his head in and looked at me, I looked at him, kept slow stroking, and turned back to the screen. He stepped in, closed the door, & stood there. I looked over at him & put my hands by my side. He immediately came over, knelt & starting sucking me. I came quickly, he swallowed it all, and immediately got up and left after I finished spurting. No words were spoken.
This became my several times a week routine. I soon learned that eye contact, crotch stare, and a smile meant can I give you a blowjob. I could respond with a nod and they would follow me into a booth and take my load. This went on for several months until I visited a different ABS that had holes in the wall.
A few months later, I visit another ABS. I see the usual guys milling about, standing around looking at each other and whoever walks by. I enter the booth and put my quarters in, and eventually pull my hardon out and start slow jerking. I'm startled by a voice coming from my right side, "psst, let me suck it for you". I look over and there's a finger coming through a hole in the wall. "Psst, let me suck it for you". Without thinking, I stand up and put my dick through the hole. The mouth on the other side engulfs my dick. Licks the underside, swirls his tongue around the head while sucking and my horny young ass unloads in short order. I think this is great, I can come by here and not be in the same room with the guy sucking me off, which keeps me straight. I come back, again & again over the next few weeks. I no longer jerk off at home, I still have my girlfriend who won't let me fuck her, we just feel each other up, but the blue balls don't matter because I found a place with holes in the walls.
I strolled into the ABS as usual, young, cocky, & horny as hell. The crowd looked to be like normal. I'll be in and get blown in short order. I put my quarters in, start scrolling through, open my pants and start slow stroking. And nothing happens. A few more minutes go by, I see the light from the screen through the hole, so I know somebody is there. I get closer and peer in through the hole and hard dick, slightly bigger than my almost 6 inches comes through the hole.
