My craigslist post was short and simple. I wanted an older male to give me a massage and be open to exploring more. Well, to be completely honest, I wanted to do the exploring, the older man I fantasized would just need to be safe, patient, and willing to take control.
Needless to say, I received tons of responses. Something about a 38 year old seeing a top male for a massage garners lots of responses--go figure. Well, after combing through my inbox I settled on one guy in particular--Jonathan. Jonathan was 58, had his own massage table, and was completely into giving massages and seeing where they lead to. He had a good looking face, a bit of a belly, and from his pics, at least 7 inches of manhood when fully erect. I kept going back to his pics, and realizing that him being older and having a bit of a belly was a huge turn on--something staring from underneath his stomach, cock and balls got me super aroused.
After many emails back and forth, we agreed to meet up on a Friday night after my live in girlfriend was visiting her parents back in Ohio. Living in New York City, I felt fairly certain that hooking up with a guy and not seeing them ever again was a fairly good bet. We agreed that I'd meet him at his place on the upper west side. I picked up some beers in the bodega by his building with my heart beginning to creep into my throat. I rode the elevator up to his floor after he buzzed me in, floor number 18 of a 23 story building. I left the elevator, turned right and I heard a door being unlatched and before I could even compose myself Jonathan was opening the door standing in a bathrobe with his hair wait and freshly combed.
"Hi Josh, c'mon in."
He swung the door open wider and I walked into a very nicely decorated, dimly lit living room with a massage table in the middle.
"Wow. Nice space."
"Thanks! Let me take those beers from you. Would you like one now?"
"Definitely." He went to the kitchen, popped open two beers, and took one over to me.
"Cheers," he smiled at me.
"Cheers," I replied. "To trustworthy strangers," I added with a wink.
Jonathan invited me to sit down on a love seat across from him. We made some small talk about the city, and what we did for a living. I polished off my first beer and asked if it was okay if I helped myself. He said go ahead, make yourself at home. When I walked into the kitchen I realized that I was moments away from receiving the erotic massage I craved for as long as I could remember. With my second beer open, I felt like I floated into the living room with my knees weakened from my nerves.
I gathered up my will and sat right next to Jonathan, clearly sending him a sign I was ready.