For a while I knew I'd like to try it, but never had the nerve to follow through and see what it was like. Gay sex. It always teased me, but I never thought I'd have the opportunity, much less do it if I did. I was in my mid-twenties, tall, strong, attractive dude who had more then his share of fun with women, but still was single and not really too interested in finding a life-long attachment at the time. I suppose I was more into quantity then quality at the time, and the product of a rather restrictive upbringing was that as soon as I was out on my own I was gonna find out about all the things that I was told to stay away from. College brought drinking to excess and the odd joint, but none of that really appealed to me. I had the odd porno mag when I was a young teen that I'd beat off to, and later when I found the real thing it satisfied something in me that I didn't know before. Women were great, but I was also intrigued when I was a kid by gay porno mags with pix of guys with big cocks in them - stroking off just like me. I knew what that dude felt like when he got hard, and contrary to the popular opinion among that guys I ran around with - I didn't seem to think there was anything wrong with it.
I went off to college in a large midwestern town, got my degree and proceeded to work for a few firms in my chosen field. I would look at the adds in the local paper every once in a while. The paper had a classified section for massage, and every time I looked at it there was an ad that read "Full Massage - Male Therapist." I was intrigued but as I said before I was hesistant. If I went, what would happen? Would I get massaged? Would we both get nude? Would he wanna fuck me? The last possibility didn't really appeal to me at all. So for a few years I would see the ad, but didn't do anything about it.
One night when I was bored I called into a chat line, and out of curiousity I got into the gay room, and talked to another guy who lived just out of town, and told me about this guy who advertised. He said he was older - maybe early fifties, but he was in good shape, was really nice, gave a great massage . . . and was really hung, which of course was found interesting. I was told by most of the women I'd been with that I was bigger than most guys, but I'd never had the chance to compare hard-on to hard-on.
It was a Saturday - again I was bored, and curiousity really didn't kill the cat. It just coughed up a few more hairballs - so I called the number. I guess I was expecting a kinda gay sounding voice - you know, the typical effeminate fag - so I was surprised when I heard a really deep voice on the other end of the line.
"Good day - Gord's massage."
I was nervous. No shit I was nervous - my voice musta sounded really hesitant.
"Yeah, um . . . I was wondering what your services are and how much?"
"A partial is $30 for a half hour, and a full for an hour is $60."
Well, going through my mind is the question of what is a full massage? Of course the only way to find out was to go for the full-meal deal, so I bit.
"I'll take a full. Do you have time this afternoon?"