My knee bounced uncontrollably as I finished biting my third nail. My eyes wanted to look at it but I looked away hoping that ignoring it, everything would return to normal. As I sat on the side of the bathtub, my thoughts raced from thinking of my brother Leo to the nonstop sex we have been having for more than two months now. I was torn. Would this be good or bad? Would my plan work out or backfire and ruin our lives?
I thought back to that night about two months ago just after we had started having sex. It was the night Sara was over and when Leo mistakenly seduced me thinking I was Sara and we had sex for the first time. He was so amazing in bed. He fucked me as no man had ever before and I came harder than ever before. And when he came, he really came...inside me. It was the first time a man came inside me and while it freaked me out at first, it was something I later started yearning for more.
I took a morning after pill the next day and the next night was when we came clean with each other. It turned out he had feelings for me just as I had for him. At first, I couldn't admit it. In love? With my brother? Of course I loved him, but now I was in love with him? But it is true. That next day I realized that he was an amazing man and any girl would be lucky to be with him. I was in love with him...more than a sister should.
That night when we had sex, he came inside me again accidentally. I told him everything would be okay and it was. The next morning I took another morning after pill and everything was fine. Our parents came back and we had to do our best to act normal in front of them. There was no way we could let on what was going on between us.
During the day, I went nuts. We ignored each other but my mind couldn't the thought of Leo's body out of my mind. That night, we waited in our bedrooms for our parents to go to their bedroom. My Dad is a deep sleeper and my Mom takes Ambien so she is normally out like a light. Once they were gone, we each came rushing out of our rooms meeting in the hallway in a passionate embrace.
I wore an oversized t-shirt I normally wear to bed. The only exception is that this time, I wasn't wearing any underwear. Leo was wearing just a pair of boxers and he looked amazing. We kissed and our hands groped each other rampantly. His hands slipped under my shirt grabbing my bare ass as I rubbed my hands over his chest and back.
Our bodies pressed together and I could feel his hard on growing by the second. I couldn't wait to get him inside me again. I jumped into his arms and wrapped my legs around his waist as he walked backwards and we entered his room when he closed the door with his foot. He sat me down and then in the same motion, lifted my shirt up over my head exposing my naked body to him once again. My pussy flooded and throbbed with the thought of the impending sex we were about to have.
He quickly grabbed his boxers and slid them down allowing his cock to breathe free. Falling to my knees, I gobbled up his entire shaft and fondled his tight hairless balls. His cock released gooey precum which I immediately tasted and could tell that he was clearly ready. After only a minute of oral attention, he pulled me to my feet and guided me back towards his bed where I sat down. He lifted my legs and didn't waste any time before jamming his dick into my wet pussy. He certainly didn't take the time he did the night before but when he slipped inside, it felt like heaven for both of us.
"Oh God...Leo...you...are...amazing."
He didn't say a word and he held my legs up as he thrust in and out of my pussy. After only a minute, he stopped and pulled out of me leaving me feeling empty on the edge of his bed. He opened his nightstand drawer and pulled out a condom and, after ripping it open with his teeth, he placed it on his head and slowly unrolled red latex down his long shaft.
I slid up into the bed and he quickly returned to me and knelt between my legs. He took his red-sheathed tool and penetrated me again as we resumed our rhythm. I was so wet that our bodies made sounds as he thrust in and out and, in spite of a condom, it still felt amazing. So much so, I could feel my orgasm start to burn inside me. After a few more deep thrusts, it hit me and I arched my whole body while grabbing the blankets.
"OH GOD...YES! OH...FUCK...FUCK...FUCK!"
My orgasm seemed to do the trick for Leo as well as he also came with me and filled the condom. I didn't realize I would, but I immediately missed the feeling of his hot cum lathering my insides. It was good, but felt incomplete. Leo didn't seem to mind and after he calmed, he slowly pulled out of me and pulled off the condom tossing it to the floor.
We laid in bed for the next few hours and talked. After he fell asleep, I made my way back to my bedroom and on my way, I picked up the condom and looked at his cum filling the tip. For the first time, I had a desire for him to put his cum in me. I don't know why, but I even dipped a finger inside and touched his cum. It was cold and lifeless, but it was still his cum. I pulled my finger out wet with his seed and lightly rubbed it around my labia wishing he came in me.
Back in the bathroom, the timer on my phone went off and woke me up bringing me back to the reality I was in. After silencing the alarm, I took a painful look at the test strip and gasped.
My mind raced back to the first week after we started having sex. It was torture. Leo and I were on our summer breaks but we also had jobs. By the time we got home, Mom and Dad were there so we still couldn't do anything. We lived for our late-night rendezvous and made the most of them while we could.
The time for me away from Leo was consumed with thoughts of our love, and the sex we had. But something felt incomplete and missing. We were having sex every night. Sometimes several times a night. But, it was never like those first nights. The nights he filled me with his semen felt different. It was more sensual and the way it should be. We connected in a deeper way. That all stopped as we started using condoms. I tried a few times to tell him we didn't need it but he would put one on anyway. He didn't like them either but he was being careful.
That was when the idea came to me. What if the condom leaks or even breaks? Maybe there is a way to damage them a little to make sure they break when we have sex? I remember a friend of mine telling me that she sabotaged a few of her condoms so she would get pregnant with her boyfriend. All she did was put a small hole in them. It would make them leak and sometimes they completely broke. If I could do that, Leo would cum inside me and not even realize it until it was too late. I thought I could always still take a pill the next morning so we wouldn't get pregnant.
That Friday I told my boss I had some errands to run and took a long lunch. During that time, I made my way home when it was still empty and slipped inside Leo's bedroom to look for his stash. In the drawer, three condoms were left and they had black wrappers. I took a safety pin and made several small holes in one and then a single hole in the other two. If they all broke that would be conspicuous. Then I rubbed the wrapper slightly to hide the holes. After I finished, I replaced them in the drawer as I found them and left.
That night, I felt so excited to meet up with Leo. I was going crazy during dinner and I swear my pussy was wet all night. Finally, the moment came and just as our parents went to bed, I instantly appeared at Leo's door and slipped inside closing the door behind me.
He was reading a book and tossed it as soon as he saw me. As soon as the door was shut, I ran over to him and jumped on top of him and started kissing him deeply as I wrapped my arms around him. Leo caressed my back down my ass as he slipped his hands under my nightshirt pulling it up over my hips exposing my bare ass to the night breeze coming in through his window. I rubbed my hands over his chest and kissed him from his neck down his chest and stomach.
I looked up at him with a grin and sat up on my knees in between his feet. I crossed my arms and whipped my shirt up and over my head tossing it to the side. I posed for him naked at the foot of his bed as his eyes inspected every inch of my naked body.
"God Mary. You are just so beautiful. I love you so much." He said.
I blushed. It wasn't the first time a guy complimented me on my body or told me he loved me. But this was different. I felt and heard a deep sense of love in what he said to me. He really did love me. Not just as a sister but as a lover.
"I love you too Leo. You are so amazing. I want you to know something."
"What is that Mary?"
"I want you to know I don't regret any of this. We are brother and sister and some would say it is wrong but I don't feel that way. This feels so right."
He smiled at me and sat up in bed coming towards me. I was naked, but his eyes locked on my eyes as he told me, "Mary, this IS right. I don't care what others may think. I love you."
I melted with what he said. We kissed and our hands groped each other's bodies. He pulled me close and sucked on my breasts and nipples as I ran my hands through his hair. He pushed me onto my back and pulled my hips towards him as he pushed his boxers off. I lifted my legs up wrapping them around his waist pulling him closer to my aching loins. His cock was fully erect and he licked his hand and rubbed it around before aiming it at my moist pussy. In one smooth motion, he slipped it inside which made me gasp.
